Few hours to prepare my very important war. And i'm still blogging -..-" Anyway, just to write down the feelings about this moment for myself to read in the future...
Nervous? Honestly not really. 'Cause i know i'm going to flunk my exams anyway. I'm always negative i know. I won't give any hope for it because i'm afraid i'll break down when i receive my results. All i know is try my very best even though i'm not going to sleep and just to memorize 2 history text books.
People said i'm always stress up myself. Am i? I mean who don't? It's just depends how you feel about this. For me, this is very important because it's the proof for myself that i did study, it's the proof that i can show to my mom that i did study and not wasting my time. Everyone says just do it and don't think about what will you get for results. Honestly how many percent of students can do that?
Sorry i bitched a lot here. I feel much better now.
Malay and history for tomorrow. Study hard girl study hard...
Well, i guess i better off now.
Good luck to all SPM participants, and to myself.
1 hour left to...........
Monday, November 10, 2008
Friday, November 07, 2008
6 Years...
It's been 6 years. I can't believe that it's my turn to leaving school now. Don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say the school is good but still, i've been through a lot in school within 6 years. Not easy.
Of course you'll say "Come back to school and visit us whenever you want lor!" But serious what for? You have to go back to class right after assembly, so you want me to sitting in the canteen and really 'look' at you? But anyhow, i will go back if any necessary. Plus now we got high teachnology for us to use to contact each other right? But still, hard feelings can't hide...
I can still remember when i first stepped in to school. First impression was it's big, if you compare to my primary school Yoke Nam. Not really nice cause i didnt take a great look that time, i was really really shy when i was a kid. Don't believe? I won't say a word eventhough i know that person. People will think i don't understand what they're trying to say because all i did was just little smile at them and then look down to the floor. Yea that was me.
Until i become a high school student, life changed. Everything is not simple for you and definitely not like primary anymore. I remembered the first day assembly, i followed the islam and pray -..-" Don't laugh.
I was really innocent that time, i don't talk, don't know what teachers say, don't know nor understand a thing. But then i changed, mostly cause of my classmates. I'm kinda easy to influence by my friends. That was when i'm in remove year.
Form 1, i became a prefect. I was really nervous because i don't like to face teacher face to face, ALONE! Pn.Cheah was the teacher who interviewed me. She kept smiling and that makes me felt she's freaky. But who knows today she's my 'so-called-Godmother' in school. Just like Choy Meng got Pn.Paramjit, Feh Fan got Pn.Zarina. Thanks to her for chosen me, i hope i didn't let her down as i promised. And because i used to be close with her daughter Jocelyn, i went to her house during CNY, she gave me angpau and i never forget that scence. Then me and my friends played some games there, we drank beer ^o^
Form 2, is the most happy year for me because we choir won the champion represent KL to national level. We went to Malacca, although we lost but we still have fun there. We didn't really have any big hope for it actually, we were excited because we get to have experience and see what other team can possibly do. That was the best experience in my life. Inspired me a lot of things since then. Getting to know more and more friends since i was a 'emo' kid? It feels great...
Form 3, PMR year. I was in the worst class i ever in. Classmates suck, teachers suck, everthing just not right. The most unlucky year for me because a lot of bad things happened to me. Thanks to Ivan, he really did a lot to me. Lucky to have him that moment.
Form 4, all i remember is skipping classes, A LOT. Teachers always complaint that we're not in class and this and that. I break rules for the first time, well at least i break my own record, never enter class like... 3 days straight? 8 of us always can be found in Bilik Disiplin for doing 'duty'. Hey they dragged me! XP
Of course have mention about the afternoon session, i've never be that close with any before. Especially form 1, they were so innocent that we always bullied them. Well let's say, my friends always did that, NOT me. I was always helped the youngers until the my friends thought the youngers are my family or relatives o..O I just hate some people that always bully others but they actually love to be friends with the 'victims'.
Finally form 5. Really mean a lot to me. Great memories floating in my mind. I always laughed to myself when i think back until my friends thought i'm crazy. "Eh you ok ar? Why laugh to yourself suddenly??" I don't need to explain because they will always gives the same answer or the same look to me. But afterall, i'm going to leave the school very soon. The most unacceptable is i can't imagine that i'm leaving my friends here. As you know, i had a huge groups of friends, 3/4 of them are younger than me, well, you know what i mean...
Time flies really really fast, i can't catch up with it. I still have many things that i would love to do with my friends, but seems that i don't have the chance anymore. I cannot push away things that i've always been involved. Not responsility, but the passion i gave.
I would love to thank all my friends here but seems like the time don't allow me to do because it's already 2am now! So i just roughly type few of them...
First of all, thanks to all the form 5's. Really did spent a great time with you all. Hope we can still keep in touch in the fututre.
Second, choir members, hope you guys will do well without us. I know you can and you will. Just keep on your energy and push it to the top. Don't forget to inform me if you get the champion.
Third, i'd like to thank afternoon session. Without you guys, my life will be boring and if i can't find a way to have fun i will die. CHOI! haha... Anyway, really really appreciate what you did. I will never forget the time we spent together. Glad to meet ya'll before i leave the school or i'll be very regret if i'm not.
Next, thanks to all the teachers of course. Thank you for tolerating us for so many years. I know it's uneasy for but you know we appreaciate what you did to us.
Last but not least, to my veggie friends and afternoon session girls, you know who you are, thanks for being my friends. I hope i didn't get you into any trouble heh... Just please don't forget that we used to sleep together in camp. And i miss the day we ice-skating. I didn't fall at all! We'll get to watch Avril together next time. Cam whore or something eh...
I used to think what are the former form 5's feels when they leave school. Now i truly understand. Friends and school for 6 years. Not long enough but not short for all.
Goodbye and farewell my friends. Take good care of yourself and be good. Good luck and have fun!
Of course you'll say "Come back to school and visit us whenever you want lor!" But serious what for? You have to go back to class right after assembly, so you want me to sitting in the canteen and really 'look' at you? But anyhow, i will go back if any necessary. Plus now we got high teachnology for us to use to contact each other right? But still, hard feelings can't hide...
I can still remember when i first stepped in to school. First impression was it's big, if you compare to my primary school Yoke Nam. Not really nice cause i didnt take a great look that time, i was really really shy when i was a kid. Don't believe? I won't say a word eventhough i know that person. People will think i don't understand what they're trying to say because all i did was just little smile at them and then look down to the floor. Yea that was me.
Until i become a high school student, life changed. Everything is not simple for you and definitely not like primary anymore. I remembered the first day assembly, i followed the islam and pray -..-" Don't laugh.
I was really innocent that time, i don't talk, don't know what teachers say, don't know nor understand a thing. But then i changed, mostly cause of my classmates. I'm kinda easy to influence by my friends. That was when i'm in remove year.
Form 1, i became a prefect. I was really nervous because i don't like to face teacher face to face, ALONE! Pn.Cheah was the teacher who interviewed me. She kept smiling and that makes me felt she's freaky. But who knows today she's my 'so-called-Godmother' in school. Just like Choy Meng got Pn.Paramjit, Feh Fan got Pn.Zarina. Thanks to her for chosen me, i hope i didn't let her down as i promised. And because i used to be close with her daughter Jocelyn, i went to her house during CNY, she gave me angpau and i never forget that scence. Then me and my friends played some games there, we drank beer ^o^
Form 2, is the most happy year for me because we choir won the champion represent KL to national level. We went to Malacca, although we lost but we still have fun there. We didn't really have any big hope for it actually, we were excited because we get to have experience and see what other team can possibly do. That was the best experience in my life. Inspired me a lot of things since then. Getting to know more and more friends since i was a 'emo' kid? It feels great...
Form 3, PMR year. I was in the worst class i ever in. Classmates suck, teachers suck, everthing just not right. The most unlucky year for me because a lot of bad things happened to me. Thanks to Ivan, he really did a lot to me. Lucky to have him that moment.
Form 4, all i remember is skipping classes, A LOT. Teachers always complaint that we're not in class and this and that. I break rules for the first time, well at least i break my own record, never enter class like... 3 days straight? 8 of us always can be found in Bilik Disiplin for doing 'duty'. Hey they dragged me! XP
Of course have mention about the afternoon session, i've never be that close with any before. Especially form 1, they were so innocent that we always bullied them. Well let's say, my friends always did that, NOT me. I was always helped the youngers until the my friends thought the youngers are my family or relatives o..O I just hate some people that always bully others but they actually love to be friends with the 'victims'.
Finally form 5. Really mean a lot to me. Great memories floating in my mind. I always laughed to myself when i think back until my friends thought i'm crazy. "Eh you ok ar? Why laugh to yourself suddenly??" I don't need to explain because they will always gives the same answer or the same look to me. But afterall, i'm going to leave the school very soon. The most unacceptable is i can't imagine that i'm leaving my friends here. As you know, i had a huge groups of friends, 3/4 of them are younger than me, well, you know what i mean...
Time flies really really fast, i can't catch up with it. I still have many things that i would love to do with my friends, but seems that i don't have the chance anymore. I cannot push away things that i've always been involved. Not responsility, but the passion i gave.
I would love to thank all my friends here but seems like the time don't allow me to do because it's already 2am now! So i just roughly type few of them...
First of all, thanks to all the form 5's. Really did spent a great time with you all. Hope we can still keep in touch in the fututre.
Second, choir members, hope you guys will do well without us. I know you can and you will. Just keep on your energy and push it to the top. Don't forget to inform me if you get the champion.
Third, i'd like to thank afternoon session. Without you guys, my life will be boring and if i can't find a way to have fun i will die. CHOI! haha... Anyway, really really appreciate what you did. I will never forget the time we spent together. Glad to meet ya'll before i leave the school or i'll be very regret if i'm not.
Next, thanks to all the teachers of course. Thank you for tolerating us for so many years. I know it's uneasy for but you know we appreaciate what you did to us.
Last but not least, to my veggie friends and afternoon session girls, you know who you are, thanks for being my friends. I hope i didn't get you into any trouble heh... Just please don't forget that we used to sleep together in camp. And i miss the day we ice-skating. I didn't fall at all! We'll get to watch Avril together next time. Cam whore or something eh...
I used to think what are the former form 5's feels when they leave school. Now i truly understand. Friends and school for 6 years. Not long enough but not short for all.
Goodbye and farewell my friends. Take good care of yourself and be good. Good luck and have fun!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
what i want the most now...
Suddenly have a feeling to blog about this... And i really really desperate want this so bad...
Not her la! The guitar i mean...
But not bad if i can have her too XP
Oh man ain't this cool??
One day... I'm going to get this...
One day... i'm going to play this guitar with Avril =P
Ahh... What a dream...
Not her la! The guitar i mean...But not bad if i can have her too XP
Oh man ain't this cool??
One day... I'm going to get this...One day... i'm going to play this guitar with Avril =P
Ahh... What a dream...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
potato grown up...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUWEN!!
Potato 1 year older now.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Hope you'll do well in your exams and find your soul mate ^o^ just kidding
Enjoy your day and have fun! I'm going to grab potato chips now XP
Twilight crazy fan girl
*edit*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Hao Ying!!!
Potato 1 year older now.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Hope you'll do well in your exams and find your soul mate ^o^ just kidding
Enjoy your day and have fun! I'm going to grab potato chips now XP
Twilight crazy fan girl
*edit*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Hao Ying!!!
Friday, October 17, 2008
why are we still need to go to school where there's nothing to do? -..-"
Last night, i was thinking about "Should i go to school today? Exam wei... No good if absent... But... It's only pra-spm! Not really important and plus, it's only 1 paper for each subject... HOW?!!"
Yea i know i'm not a good student, whatmore a prefect? A retired one.
But seriously, who wants to go to school in these days?? You see, not even half of the art stream students attend for the exam today. Lots of them don't even know there's exam for today -..-" Geng mou?
Anyway, prefects dinner night tomorrow, no doubt that i can't attend cause of some stuff. Sorry guys, but felt disappoint with the form 5 cause i heard there's only 4 or 5 people confirmed to go. WTF right?
Anyhow, good luck to those are performing, enjoy the night.
Pss! Heard that there will be a surprise for you guys ^^
Yea i know i'm not a good student, whatmore a prefect? A retired one.
But seriously, who wants to go to school in these days?? You see, not even half of the art stream students attend for the exam today. Lots of them don't even know there's exam for today -..-" Geng mou?
Anyway, prefects dinner night tomorrow, no doubt that i can't attend cause of some stuff. Sorry guys, but felt disappoint with the form 5 cause i heard there's only 4 or 5 people confirmed to go. WTF right?
Anyhow, good luck to those are performing, enjoy the night.
Pss! Heard that there will be a surprise for you guys ^^
Friday, September 26, 2008
HAPPY 23th!
September 27th, Avril Lavigne's birthday is few hours away.. Yea Malaysia time i know -..-"
But anyway, still wish her Happy Birthday here. Ya know i'm so crazy about her now, even more than ever ^o^
Good show in every concert
Oh my.. So so miss that day...
When are we going to meet each other? hahahaha...
But anyway, still wish her Happy Birthday here. Ya know i'm so crazy about her now, even more than ever ^o^
Good show in every concert
Oh my.. So so miss that day...
When are we going to meet each other? hahahaha...
Monday, September 22, 2008
think before you say anything
Not like you even try to help me, so why don't you mind your own business and leave me alone here? I know I'm not good in counting, not as smart like your ass, but I did try my best k? I wanted to do it well too, but you don't even give me a fucking chance. Fuck off and go be your so-called God-in-Counting and I don't give a damn. It's my business not yours. Fuck off and get out of my face.
I say it and I mean it.
I say it and I mean it.
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