X'mas approaching... and I'm not excited with it

Time flies really fast eh? Christmas is only 2 days away... Our earth is 1 year older again.

I felt very lazy to update my blog now. Even in holiday, I just don't have the mood and the time to update, but I pretty much spent my time online XP So as I said, christmas coming soon. I went to some place to buy presents for a friend because she's gonna have a party on christmas eve. Tak kan you want me to bring nothing to visit people's house right? Maybe going malacca during or after christmas with cousins. Yep the second time in this month...
Went to settle my NS stuff before I went to buy prezzies. That guy was so nice to us that he explained a lot on what we asked. Thank you. I know what you are thinking, am I going ns or not? Well at this moment, I can't tell anything yet because have to call them again after 2 weeks the first badge depart. But the percentage is 80% =) Sarawak will be. Let's pray they lost my forms =P


People asked me why am I so moody these days. It's because I'm really mad with someone now. I just found out something that I think I deserve it more than he did. What's so great about him? Everyone worship him like his slave. I hate that kind of people, just make me feel sick. I hate the way you act, I hate the way you disturbing my life, I hate the way you always interrupt me and my friends, I hate the way you treat me different that others, I hate you lied, I hate the way you jokes, I hate the way you speak, I hate the way you treat my close friends, I hate you always comes to whoever close to me and hurt them, I hate you everything. You're a fucking bloody faker that I've ever seen in my life. I just hate you. VERY much. A guy like you doesn't even deserve to be love by her. She owe you nothing but to me.

Never treat someone too nice. They probably will not even remember what you did or sacrifice for them. I'm not mean but it's true and it's reality. I am very disappointed with people now.

Just don't find me unless urgent and important, don't find me until I tell you to. You can leave your message but it depends on me to reply or not. Thank you very much.

Merry Christmas.

THIS IS CRAZY!!!

I don't know why, i couldn't sleep these days. See, i'm posting this at 7am inthe morning -..-"
I kept awake from my sweet dreams on tuesday night. I was slept at 12.30am that night, suddenly i woke up and i thought it's already morning or maybe afternoon. But when i looked at the clock, it was only 3.55am. OK so i went back to sleep and then wake up again, 4.35am. I keep waking up in each hour which i felt like already sleep for 9 hours o..O
Today, i watched movie until 5am oops! Then finally decided to sleep, but my eyes are not listening to me. I woke up for 3 times between 5am and 7am, and now here i am, blogging XP
I felt like playing my guitar in this hour =P
What's wrong with me??

im gonna be FREE soon XP

Sooooooooooo............. Few more hours to go... And then i'll be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Last paper tomorrow- ekonomi asas. Been studying since last month. But still cannot remember a thing. How sad eh? Anyway i know you won't believe me, so let's just see on the results day =)
I'm going to be free soon, seriously i'm not excited about it at all. Just pray for me.

Never forgot the feeling right now...

Account...? what?

OK account paper tomorrow, i don't really give a damn -..-" Me no interested on account for my beautiful life.
But i still have to attend for exam, well... SPM ma, very BIG leh... OK i sounds very LaLa here...
I wonder what will teacher react tomorrow when i hand in my paper XP Wow... Gonna record it... If i can =P
Good luck people! 2 more to go!

HEY I CAN WALK NOW!

Yea finally. I can touch my precious computer since last night T..T
Sorry for those who message me but i never reply. I've been car accident last tuesday. Y-u-p after my moral paper -..-" No worries i'm healed now. Well at least i can walk and sit. ONLINE!
I don't really want to explain it here. Just an info to tell those who knows about it that i'm back.
Thank you for your concern. See you guys in school.

*EDIT*
I WASN'T THE DRIVER AT THAT TIME

SPM - Day 2 n 3

Day 2~

English was ok. General knowledge actually, but about the literature, it did not turns out what i read -..-" Oh whatever... I still have my essay. I wrote what i can remember from my mind. Been thinking am i still in the topic o..O Well... Not that bad i can say.

History SUCK! Well, I suck. My mind was blank when i first look at the questions. But anyway, i did my best. Maybe an C or an D? Or is it an F? Hey E comes first isn't it? And because the rules stated that you can only come out half an hour after the paper started and before 15 minutes it ends. We've been saying that will meet at the canteen after half an hour @..@ But i didn't 'keep my words'. I was out after 1 hour 5 minutes. Sorry fellas, it's SPM! I can't give up just like that. I wrote what i remembered although lots of them are not quite related to the questions XP

Day 3~

Mathematics. Seriously i got no hope on it. My calculations always bad. What to do... What makes me feel interesting is what time will my friends come out from the room ^o^ Emily and i been laughing when we heard some sound. Packing sound, talking, footsteps.. Cause we know that they are out from the room and ready to go home. So punctual... Why can't you guys keep that attitude when we're out for dates? How la you guys...

Next paper on monday. Science. Quite easy for me.

I want to say something here as for my birthday present. Thank you Feh Fan for your guitar necklace. It really look like there one from Avril. I like it very much. Thank you Choy Meng for your ciggar. Don't get me wrong even though i'm 18 now. It's a chocolate ciggar everyone. Plus i hate smoking. Very. Hate.

Say NO/TAK NAK!

SPM - Day 1

Suck.

Malay still consider ok. For the first question which is rumusan, i recopy 104 words in last 3 minutes. I am THIS close that i'll screw my paper 2. Oh by the way, i am already screw both subjects for today. Ah well, there's nothing i can do about it right now. Just pray that i'll pass for my malay.
For history? I bet you'll be shock when you see my results. I've never felt like this before. I don't even know what's the question asking about? I did study! Like a week before, i studied everyday in school just for history. But when i look at the paper today? God damn it i barely can remember what i studied. I am so gonna open my brain and throw it away...

English and history, again, tomorrow. English for me is easier than malay, but NOT necessary will pass. Cause it's really 360 degree different than what we had before. Especially the novel part which i always fluck at it. And let's see how many words i can write in the answer sheet. Want a bet? I can give you all my Avril's merchandise if i write more than 10 words for history. Oh yea i mean it, really.

Happy Birthday to Chi Yan! Present next year as i promised today.