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Thursday, April 30, 2009

What A Beautiful Day...

We got in top 5! yoooohoooooooooooooooooooo~

Well I should say that I already knew about it. The night before I thought we are good enough to beat the others. Until today, after the competition, I felt like we will definitely be on the top 5 list. Though I didn't stay until the end but it's no surprise that saujana can be the top 5 this year. But seriously I cannot concentrate my studies during classes. I was thinking that what if someone call me in the middle of the class and tell me the news? And I was right! Karen called me during classes. She shouted like hell when she told me the good news. Well I have to say that I'm really really proud of you guys. You guys deserve what you have paid off. I'm just too excited now =)

I'm not going to make a thank-who list here since it's not like my business. But I'm proud to be part of the team. I enjoyed to spent time with you guys today. You guys always give me a hard time yet most fun time after all. Just have to say, THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR EFFORTS!

We got lot more things to do now. Prepare and polish our mistake, I mean their mistakes, since I'm not a saujanian anymore. Anyway I do hope that we can get the champion this year. We got the chance and I know that you guys can do it. Alright then, let's celebrate this lovely moment! Our first victory!

I Love You Guys!

Cheers~

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Competition makes me high~

I finally started my college life. It wasn't what I expected but it was fine. But to the you the truth, I don't feel like going anymore right after the first day =/ I'm suck.

Anyway, choir competition is on soon. What they receive is what they gave. Honestly, I don't have much hope for them this year. The reason is too easy for you to guess, so I'm not telling =X I hope they won't disappoint me tomorrow, but it's not like I'm the one who get paid or anything, it's their fate and destiny. They control the game, their own game.
I won't give up, not so easily. I believe they can get to the top 5. They actually not bad you know? They just haven't get enough experience and the 'procedure' has not being done well this year. Just pray that other team are bad =P
I know saujana choir pretty well, they always did the best at the end. I'm looking forward to watch their beautiful performance. Even if they didn't get it to top 5, they are always the best for me. Seriously, where can you find a choir team like us? There's only one and the only one, that's us. Always the happy easy going funky choir group. We went crazy when we get high!
Just hope and pray everything's ok and perfect tomorrow. Top 5 is our target so far, if they get in, national level of course =)
I know they can do it. Because I feel like I'm part of them all the time. Win or lose, you guys are the best for me. Be confident and keep smiling =]

What we want, will do whatever to achieve it.

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Cruel Intension

First of all, Happy 18th Birthday to Feh Fan. Finally you have become one of us, now all you need is just a driving license and a car. Great dinner though, unfortunately today's topic is not about you. Well... You probably know what happened.

It's been 10 years we've been best friends. Time really does fly like... ... Well I couldn't think of any right word to fit in, you know what I mean. We're being friends since childhood, same primary school, neighbors for years, until I moved to be with my mother. And I definitely remembered all the time we've spent to play, lucky to have him in my childhood honestly. We always cover each other. Well I should probably say that he's the one who always cover me. That's why I appreciate him so much like a family. He's a really innocence guy, especially when facing girls... The girl that he have a crush on I shall say. He knows how to take care of people, his general knowledge is incredible, at least for me. But most of the time he doesn't know how to deal with things around him. You can say he's stupid or blur, yet you'll think he's very smart thinking. But somehow, it's a disaster for being his friend. You have listen to his crap about his feeling. I kinda enjoy that, in some way. Because I feel like I'm the only one he can trust and rely on, proud is the right word I guess. Being his friend, you have to know what to do next when he's in trouble. What I mean trouble is basicly like when he can't find someone he wants to contact, he will panic. Then this is the time you come out and solve the problem for him. Because he will only call the cell phone, you have to remind him to call the house phone as well. There you go. I'm being like his mother all the time. Teaching a little boy how to deal things in daily.

Being with a toy for 10 years is easy, but being friends for 10 years? Not everyone in the world can actually do that. Maybe you don't agree, but it's true. There's always new things are fresh than the old things. Can you actually keep a toy for 10 years? Not for me at least. FYI, I always wanted to be a psychologist. I like to study people, read their body language, sometimes face expressions betray their owners. I won't say that I'm good in that, but I do think I know him better than anyone else. I can read his mind. Once he move a step, I know what he's thinking right at the moment. Frankly, he's no good in lying. I KNOW when he's telling the truth and when he's lying to me or the others. He asked why am I always know what he's thinking in his mind, I couldn't give him an answer, because I really don't have one. I JUST know it. That's it. End of the story. In the past 10 years, we did lots of bad things to each other. Never spoke to each other for weeks, or months? But mostly I was the one who talk to him first. 'Cause mostly are my faults, I guess? I just felt guilty. And he forgave me every single time.

But this time, I don't know anymore. Lots of things happened and changed in 10 years. As we growing up and getting older, judging people and storing the negatives are increasing, don't we? Teenage eh? We can always remember what others done to us and do repay or do revenge. Human is complicated. Human being is ridiculous. Human mind is safisticated. Gosh where did I just came out that sentence? Doesn't make any sense at all! Funny...

Maybe because he is my best friend, I do care about everything happens between us. I can't face him with this, anger. Yet I want to be like the old days. He's always there for me. I share almost everything with him. Happy or sad, sweet or sour. That's what friends for huh? Thanks to Marianne taught me that.

People say true friends will do everything for you, it's true you know? Because it really did happened to me. I'm lucky to experience that in my life. Not to say one friend, but those friends who always be with me, they really did a good job. Every night I'll refresh my mind to remember who help me out of trouble and sadness. Seriously, true friend is hard to find. Do appreciate them if you found one, or above. Because I'm in confused situation, being stuck in many ways, I need to tell you my experience. What I've been through wasn't easy. Of course so does everybody else. Not like I'm the only one who suffer on this earth, there's lot more people who suffer more than million times that you can imagine. At least I can still crap about my feelings through here =)

Being a 10 years friend, I can study his moves, his mind, share his knowledges, but I never learned how to be a good friend in 10 years time. How pathetic.

I am still struggling now, hope tomorrow is a different day.

Come to think of that, a movie can really helps you to relax for moments.



Confession Of A Shopaholic is not bad. I like this film a lot. I thought the book is nice too. Should buy some other series. And for that, Feh Fan and Jun Lim think I'm very talented to be one of the shopaholic. Well thanks guys. I like the Shopaholic name. Hey everyone! My new nickname is Yvonne the Shopaholic!
Oh I'm so prrrrrroud!