Yea finally. I can touch my precious computer since last night T..T
Sorry for those who message me but i never reply. I've been car accident last tuesday. Y-u-p after my moral paper -..-" No worries i'm healed now. Well at least i can walk and sit. ONLINE!
I don't really want to explain it here. Just an info to tell those who knows about it that i'm back.
Thank you for your concern. See you guys in school.
*EDIT*
I WASN'T THE DRIVER AT THAT TIME
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
SPM - Day 2 n 3
Day 2~
English was ok. General knowledge actually, but about the literature, it did not turns out what i read -..-" Oh whatever... I still have my essay. I wrote what i can remember from my mind. Been thinking am i still in the topic o..O Well... Not that bad i can say.
History SUCK! Well, I suck. My mind was blank when i first look at the questions. But anyway, i did my best. Maybe an C or an D? Or is it an F? Hey E comes first isn't it? And because the rules stated that you can only come out half an hour after the paper started and before 15 minutes it ends. We've been saying that will meet at the canteen after half an hour @..@ But i didn't 'keep my words'. I was out after 1 hour 5 minutes. Sorry fellas, it's SPM! I can't give up just like that. I wrote what i remembered although lots of them are not quite related to the questions XP
Day 3~
Mathematics. Seriously i got no hope on it. My calculations always bad. What to do... What makes me feel interesting is what time will my friends come out from the room ^o^ Emily and i been laughing when we heard some sound. Packing sound, talking, footsteps.. Cause we know that they are out from the room and ready to go home. So punctual... Why can't you guys keep that attitude when we're out for dates? How la you guys...
Next paper on monday. Science. Quite easy for me.
I want to say something here as for my birthday present. Thank you Feh Fan for your guitar necklace. It really look like there one from Avril. I like it very much. Thank you Choy Meng for your ciggar. Don't get me wrong even though i'm 18 now. It's a chocolate ciggar everyone. Plus i hate smoking. Very. Hate.
Say NO/TAK NAK!
English was ok. General knowledge actually, but about the literature, it did not turns out what i read -..-" Oh whatever... I still have my essay. I wrote what i can remember from my mind. Been thinking am i still in the topic o..O Well... Not that bad i can say.
History SUCK! Well, I suck. My mind was blank when i first look at the questions. But anyway, i did my best. Maybe an C or an D? Or is it an F? Hey E comes first isn't it? And because the rules stated that you can only come out half an hour after the paper started and before 15 minutes it ends. We've been saying that will meet at the canteen after half an hour @..@ But i didn't 'keep my words'. I was out after 1 hour 5 minutes. Sorry fellas, it's SPM! I can't give up just like that. I wrote what i remembered although lots of them are not quite related to the questions XP
Day 3~
Mathematics. Seriously i got no hope on it. My calculations always bad. What to do... What makes me feel interesting is what time will my friends come out from the room ^o^ Emily and i been laughing when we heard some sound. Packing sound, talking, footsteps.. Cause we know that they are out from the room and ready to go home. So punctual... Why can't you guys keep that attitude when we're out for dates? How la you guys...
Next paper on monday. Science. Quite easy for me.
I want to say something here as for my birthday present. Thank you Feh Fan for your guitar necklace. It really look like there one from Avril. I like it very much. Thank you Choy Meng for your ciggar. Don't get me wrong even though i'm 18 now. It's a chocolate ciggar everyone. Plus i hate smoking. Very. Hate.
Say NO/TAK NAK!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
SPM - Day 1
Suck.
Malay still consider ok. For the first question which is rumusan, i recopy 104 words in last 3 minutes. I am THIS close that i'll screw my paper 2. Oh by the way, i am already screw both subjects for today. Ah well, there's nothing i can do about it right now. Just pray that i'll pass for my malay.
For history? I bet you'll be shock when you see my results. I've never felt like this before. I don't even know what's the question asking about? I did study! Like a week before, i studied everyday in school just for history. But when i look at the paper today? God damn it i barely can remember what i studied. I am so gonna open my brain and throw it away...
English and history, again, tomorrow. English for me is easier than malay, but NOT necessary will pass. Cause it's really 360 degree different than what we had before. Especially the novel part which i always fluck at it. And let's see how many words i can write in the answer sheet. Want a bet? I can give you all my Avril's merchandise if i write more than 10 words for history. Oh yea i mean it, really.
Happy Birthday to Chi Yan! Present next year as i promised today.
Malay still consider ok. For the first question which is rumusan, i recopy 104 words in last 3 minutes. I am THIS close that i'll screw my paper 2. Oh by the way, i am already screw both subjects for today. Ah well, there's nothing i can do about it right now. Just pray that i'll pass for my malay.
For history? I bet you'll be shock when you see my results. I've never felt like this before. I don't even know what's the question asking about? I did study! Like a week before, i studied everyday in school just for history. But when i look at the paper today? God damn it i barely can remember what i studied. I am so gonna open my brain and throw it away...
English and history, again, tomorrow. English for me is easier than malay, but NOT necessary will pass. Cause it's really 360 degree different than what we had before. Especially the novel part which i always fluck at it. And let's see how many words i can write in the answer sheet. Want a bet? I can give you all my Avril's merchandise if i write more than 10 words for history. Oh yea i mean it, really.
Happy Birthday to Chi Yan! Present next year as i promised today.
Monday, November 10, 2008
finally has come...
Few hours to prepare my very important war. And i'm still blogging -..-" Anyway, just to write down the feelings about this moment for myself to read in the future...
Nervous? Honestly not really. 'Cause i know i'm going to flunk my exams anyway. I'm always negative i know. I won't give any hope for it because i'm afraid i'll break down when i receive my results. All i know is try my very best even though i'm not going to sleep and just to memorize 2 history text books.
People said i'm always stress up myself. Am i? I mean who don't? It's just depends how you feel about this. For me, this is very important because it's the proof for myself that i did study, it's the proof that i can show to my mom that i did study and not wasting my time. Everyone says just do it and don't think about what will you get for results. Honestly how many percent of students can do that?
Sorry i bitched a lot here. I feel much better now.
Malay and history for tomorrow. Study hard girl study hard...
Well, i guess i better off now.
Good luck to all SPM participants, and to myself.
1 hour left to...........
Nervous? Honestly not really. 'Cause i know i'm going to flunk my exams anyway. I'm always negative i know. I won't give any hope for it because i'm afraid i'll break down when i receive my results. All i know is try my very best even though i'm not going to sleep and just to memorize 2 history text books.
People said i'm always stress up myself. Am i? I mean who don't? It's just depends how you feel about this. For me, this is very important because it's the proof for myself that i did study, it's the proof that i can show to my mom that i did study and not wasting my time. Everyone says just do it and don't think about what will you get for results. Honestly how many percent of students can do that?
Sorry i bitched a lot here. I feel much better now.
Malay and history for tomorrow. Study hard girl study hard...
Well, i guess i better off now.
Good luck to all SPM participants, and to myself.
1 hour left to...........
Friday, November 07, 2008
6 Years...
It's been 6 years. I can't believe that it's my turn to leaving school now. Don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say the school is good but still, i've been through a lot in school within 6 years. Not easy.
Of course you'll say "Come back to school and visit us whenever you want lor!" But serious what for? You have to go back to class right after assembly, so you want me to sitting in the canteen and really 'look' at you? But anyhow, i will go back if any necessary. Plus now we got high teachnology for us to use to contact each other right? But still, hard feelings can't hide...
I can still remember when i first stepped in to school. First impression was it's big, if you compare to my primary school Yoke Nam. Not really nice cause i didnt take a great look that time, i was really really shy when i was a kid. Don't believe? I won't say a word eventhough i know that person. People will think i don't understand what they're trying to say because all i did was just little smile at them and then look down to the floor. Yea that was me.
Until i become a high school student, life changed. Everything is not simple for you and definitely not like primary anymore. I remembered the first day assembly, i followed the islam and pray -..-" Don't laugh.
I was really innocent that time, i don't talk, don't know what teachers say, don't know nor understand a thing. But then i changed, mostly cause of my classmates. I'm kinda easy to influence by my friends. That was when i'm in remove year.
Form 1, i became a prefect. I was really nervous because i don't like to face teacher face to face, ALONE! Pn.Cheah was the teacher who interviewed me. She kept smiling and that makes me felt she's freaky. But who knows today she's my 'so-called-Godmother' in school. Just like Choy Meng got Pn.Paramjit, Feh Fan got Pn.Zarina. Thanks to her for chosen me, i hope i didn't let her down as i promised. And because i used to be close with her daughter Jocelyn, i went to her house during CNY, she gave me angpau and i never forget that scence. Then me and my friends played some games there, we drank beer ^o^
Form 2, is the most happy year for me because we choir won the champion represent KL to national level. We went to Malacca, although we lost but we still have fun there. We didn't really have any big hope for it actually, we were excited because we get to have experience and see what other team can possibly do. That was the best experience in my life. Inspired me a lot of things since then. Getting to know more and more friends since i was a 'emo' kid? It feels great...
Form 3, PMR year. I was in the worst class i ever in. Classmates suck, teachers suck, everthing just not right. The most unlucky year for me because a lot of bad things happened to me. Thanks to Ivan, he really did a lot to me. Lucky to have him that moment.
Form 4, all i remember is skipping classes, A LOT. Teachers always complaint that we're not in class and this and that. I break rules for the first time, well at least i break my own record, never enter class like... 3 days straight? 8 of us always can be found in Bilik Disiplin for doing 'duty'. Hey they dragged me! XP
Of course have mention about the afternoon session, i've never be that close with any before. Especially form 1, they were so innocent that we always bullied them. Well let's say, my friends always did that, NOT me. I was always helped the youngers until the my friends thought the youngers are my family or relatives o..O I just hate some people that always bully others but they actually love to be friends with the 'victims'.
Finally form 5. Really mean a lot to me. Great memories floating in my mind. I always laughed to myself when i think back until my friends thought i'm crazy. "Eh you ok ar? Why laugh to yourself suddenly??" I don't need to explain because they will always gives the same answer or the same look to me. But afterall, i'm going to leave the school very soon. The most unacceptable is i can't imagine that i'm leaving my friends here. As you know, i had a huge groups of friends, 3/4 of them are younger than me, well, you know what i mean...
Time flies really really fast, i can't catch up with it. I still have many things that i would love to do with my friends, but seems that i don't have the chance anymore. I cannot push away things that i've always been involved. Not responsility, but the passion i gave.
I would love to thank all my friends here but seems like the time don't allow me to do because it's already 2am now! So i just roughly type few of them...
First of all, thanks to all the form 5's. Really did spent a great time with you all. Hope we can still keep in touch in the fututre.
Second, choir members, hope you guys will do well without us. I know you can and you will. Just keep on your energy and push it to the top. Don't forget to inform me if you get the champion.
Third, i'd like to thank afternoon session. Without you guys, my life will be boring and if i can't find a way to have fun i will die. CHOI! haha... Anyway, really really appreciate what you did. I will never forget the time we spent together. Glad to meet ya'll before i leave the school or i'll be very regret if i'm not.
Next, thanks to all the teachers of course. Thank you for tolerating us for so many years. I know it's uneasy for but you know we appreaciate what you did to us.
Last but not least, to my veggie friends and afternoon session girls, you know who you are, thanks for being my friends. I hope i didn't get you into any trouble heh... Just please don't forget that we used to sleep together in camp. And i miss the day we ice-skating. I didn't fall at all! We'll get to watch Avril together next time. Cam whore or something eh...
I used to think what are the former form 5's feels when they leave school. Now i truly understand. Friends and school for 6 years. Not long enough but not short for all.
Goodbye and farewell my friends. Take good care of yourself and be good. Good luck and have fun!
Of course you'll say "Come back to school and visit us whenever you want lor!" But serious what for? You have to go back to class right after assembly, so you want me to sitting in the canteen and really 'look' at you? But anyhow, i will go back if any necessary. Plus now we got high teachnology for us to use to contact each other right? But still, hard feelings can't hide...
I can still remember when i first stepped in to school. First impression was it's big, if you compare to my primary school Yoke Nam. Not really nice cause i didnt take a great look that time, i was really really shy when i was a kid. Don't believe? I won't say a word eventhough i know that person. People will think i don't understand what they're trying to say because all i did was just little smile at them and then look down to the floor. Yea that was me.
Until i become a high school student, life changed. Everything is not simple for you and definitely not like primary anymore. I remembered the first day assembly, i followed the islam and pray -..-" Don't laugh.
I was really innocent that time, i don't talk, don't know what teachers say, don't know nor understand a thing. But then i changed, mostly cause of my classmates. I'm kinda easy to influence by my friends. That was when i'm in remove year.
Form 1, i became a prefect. I was really nervous because i don't like to face teacher face to face, ALONE! Pn.Cheah was the teacher who interviewed me. She kept smiling and that makes me felt she's freaky. But who knows today she's my 'so-called-Godmother' in school. Just like Choy Meng got Pn.Paramjit, Feh Fan got Pn.Zarina. Thanks to her for chosen me, i hope i didn't let her down as i promised. And because i used to be close with her daughter Jocelyn, i went to her house during CNY, she gave me angpau and i never forget that scence. Then me and my friends played some games there, we drank beer ^o^
Form 2, is the most happy year for me because we choir won the champion represent KL to national level. We went to Malacca, although we lost but we still have fun there. We didn't really have any big hope for it actually, we were excited because we get to have experience and see what other team can possibly do. That was the best experience in my life. Inspired me a lot of things since then. Getting to know more and more friends since i was a 'emo' kid? It feels great...
Form 3, PMR year. I was in the worst class i ever in. Classmates suck, teachers suck, everthing just not right. The most unlucky year for me because a lot of bad things happened to me. Thanks to Ivan, he really did a lot to me. Lucky to have him that moment.
Form 4, all i remember is skipping classes, A LOT. Teachers always complaint that we're not in class and this and that. I break rules for the first time, well at least i break my own record, never enter class like... 3 days straight? 8 of us always can be found in Bilik Disiplin for doing 'duty'. Hey they dragged me! XP
Of course have mention about the afternoon session, i've never be that close with any before. Especially form 1, they were so innocent that we always bullied them. Well let's say, my friends always did that, NOT me. I was always helped the youngers until the my friends thought the youngers are my family or relatives o..O I just hate some people that always bully others but they actually love to be friends with the 'victims'.
Finally form 5. Really mean a lot to me. Great memories floating in my mind. I always laughed to myself when i think back until my friends thought i'm crazy. "Eh you ok ar? Why laugh to yourself suddenly??" I don't need to explain because they will always gives the same answer or the same look to me. But afterall, i'm going to leave the school very soon. The most unacceptable is i can't imagine that i'm leaving my friends here. As you know, i had a huge groups of friends, 3/4 of them are younger than me, well, you know what i mean...
Time flies really really fast, i can't catch up with it. I still have many things that i would love to do with my friends, but seems that i don't have the chance anymore. I cannot push away things that i've always been involved. Not responsility, but the passion i gave.
I would love to thank all my friends here but seems like the time don't allow me to do because it's already 2am now! So i just roughly type few of them...
First of all, thanks to all the form 5's. Really did spent a great time with you all. Hope we can still keep in touch in the fututre.
Second, choir members, hope you guys will do well without us. I know you can and you will. Just keep on your energy and push it to the top. Don't forget to inform me if you get the champion.
Third, i'd like to thank afternoon session. Without you guys, my life will be boring and if i can't find a way to have fun i will die. CHOI! haha... Anyway, really really appreciate what you did. I will never forget the time we spent together. Glad to meet ya'll before i leave the school or i'll be very regret if i'm not.
Next, thanks to all the teachers of course. Thank you for tolerating us for so many years. I know it's uneasy for but you know we appreaciate what you did to us.
Last but not least, to my veggie friends and afternoon session girls, you know who you are, thanks for being my friends. I hope i didn't get you into any trouble heh... Just please don't forget that we used to sleep together in camp. And i miss the day we ice-skating. I didn't fall at all! We'll get to watch Avril together next time. Cam whore or something eh...
I used to think what are the former form 5's feels when they leave school. Now i truly understand. Friends and school for 6 years. Not long enough but not short for all.
Goodbye and farewell my friends. Take good care of yourself and be good. Good luck and have fun!
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