bE pRePaRe...

Everyone, April Fool is coming! So be prepare to fool your friends! wuahahahahahaha...
*oh God, please bless me tomorrow @..@*
Fool me if you want, i would like to try your 'play' tomorrow, since it's my last year to spend time with you guys. But make sure it's fun and funny k? -..-" Nah... just joking.
Anyway, teacher want us to hand in our project and all the exercise books by tomorrow, and i still haven't complete them yet XP What an 'april fool' from teacher... T..T
Have fun guys! Tada~
*fingers play and wondering what will happen tomorrow*

errr... mUsIc tAgGeD?

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?
Just Want You To Know - Backstreet Boys

All the doors are closing
I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away

ok... err... i want who know?

2) Will you get far in life?
I Need You - Leann Rimes

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

i need who to get far in life? -..-

3) What's your best friend's theme song?
Pachebel Canon

who's theme song again? o..O

4) What is the story of your life?
Hot - Avril Lavigne

You make me so hot
You make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me baby baby

ya right... hot my foot and it is ridiculous!

5) What was is high school like?
Home - Westlife

Let me go home
I'm just to far
From were you are
I gotta come home
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby im done
I wanna come home

ya i wanna go home *o*

6) How can you get ahead with life?
I Remember You - YUI

people won't want to remember the old things to get ahead with life right?

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
Flying Without Wings - Westlife

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

i didn't know my friends have wings @..@

8) Describe your grandparents.
Last Night - P.Diddy feat Keyshia Cole

If I told you once, I told you twice
You can see it in my eyes
Im all cried out, with nothing to say
You're everything I want it to be
If you could only see, your heart belongs to me
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch
Come and set me free, forever yours I'll be
Baby won't you come and take this pain away

don't need to explain much here...

9) How's your life going?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

i love this! so TRUE!

10) What will be played at my funeral?
What You Waiting For? - Gwen Stefani

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

HAHAHAHAAHA... what you waiting for? come and join me in hell...

11) Will you have a happy life?
Thank You - Dido

I want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life

i guess... that means no thank you? XP

12) What do your friends really think of you?
I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.

eww...

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Tokyo - YUI

Hashiri dashita densha no naka
Sukoshi dake naketekita
Mado no soto ni tsuduiteru kono machi wa
Kawara nai de to negatta

ok... someone please explain to me and what's the connection here?

14) How can you make yourself happy?
Who Knows - Avril Lavigne

ya who knows... ^..^V

15) What should you do with your life?
Runaway - Avril Lavigne

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

i can't think of anything word can suit this other than so TRUE

16) Will you ever have children?
Ayo Technology (She Wants It) - 50 Cent feat Justin Timberlake

She she, she want it, I want to give it to her
She know that, it's right here for her
I want to, see her break it down
I'm ballin', throw'n money around

told ya.. SHE wants it

17) What song would you strip to?
Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

like i will strip?!! and it's doesn't make sense at all! -..-"

18) What does your mum think of you?
Hide Away - Hilary Duff

Why are we keeping our secrets?
Why are we hiding our selves away?
Any we can hide away.
I dont want to fake it.
I want to make you beleve what i say.
I wont let you hide away.

ya i always hide away from her

19) What is your deep dark secret?
Pretty Boy - M2M

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside

yo what the heck?!! -..-

20) What is your enemy's theme song?
Hollaback Girl - Gwen Stefani

Whoo.. It's my shit, it's my shit

haiyo go eat your shit lor

21) What's your personality like?
Colours Of The Wind - Vanessa Williams

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

full of colours =P

22) What will be played at your wedding?
We Might As Well Be Strangers - Keane

I don't know your face no more
Or feel the touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just the place, I'm lookin' for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world

HAHAHAHAHAHA... funny! imagine that...

I WANNA TAG
hahaha... guess what? i tried with shuffle.. and the answer is Corpse Bride =/
marianne
su wen
ying
anna
extra - karen

You DON'T HAVE to do it eventhough i tagged you.

bAcK oFf F-kEr...

i know what you gonna say. stop it on me k? i'm sick of all these things. just back off and leave me alone will you?

wElCoMe BacK mY fRiEnDs...

I miss you all so much! Know that you are freaking tired, so rest more k? Don't go to school if you're really tired. Drink more water, at least good for your skin to recover. Take care my friends...

Note: No matter what, just stay strong k? I'm always there for you... You know i do.

Once again, welcome back.

all i can do is nothing except staring my friends to suffer like hell

i am such a failure. i can't even help out a single thing for them. i can only staring them to cry and suffer. why am i so useless? but in the other word, i can't even help myself up. what more them? yvonne kow... you are such a jerk. you never success in anything you do. you never give your friends the best way to live. what a bloody asshole are you? when things happened, you're only locked yourself in the room and cry. what an useless human. may you go to hell with your dignity. or maybe you don't have any. i hate you! i hate yvonne kow! i just hate you! and i hate those who hurt my friends! go to hell! i hate all of you!

eNjOy...

To all my friends who going for the pbsm camp, enjoy and have fun. Gonna miss you all =)
Remember to bring all the things you need, if you miss out anything, just give a call to me, and i'll get it for you. Since it's only a mile away from my house XP

and yes i was upset that i can't go cause of the stupid test T..T

GOOD LUCK & TAKE CARE~

nOw YoU cAn StOp HiTtInG mY aSs...

Karen, i never lie do i? Here's the evidence!
OK. Last night, i had a conversation with Karen, and we was about to discuss our plan for sports day but, don't know why suddenly change the topic to her future baby @..@

CLICK ON THE PICTURE!!


OK if you're still can't see it clearly, i'll explain here...

Y -v O n N- e
dont be so cheong hei
i get what u mean

Karen...*red+u
tht is y i m going to be a good mother if i were to be one later
eheh
yes!
and i thought i need to spend hours explaning

Y -v O n N- e
waliao

Karen...*red+u
proves yvonne is not tht brainless after all
mmmm

Y -v O n N- e
so fast already planning to have baby with sabah lou?

Karen...*red+u
*nodes head* <------------------- SEE! YOU ADMIT IT YOURSELF!!!

Y -v O n N- e
hahahhaa

Karen...*red+u
fuck your ass holew
*hole

Y -v O n N- e
U JUST NODS!

Karen...*red+u
i go find dildo and fuck u
tht is the expression when i sya it is very hard to explain to u@@

tsk tsk tsk... Karen karen... I didn't know you are that kind of person.. I feel sad for you.. XP

Thanks to Marianne and Shiao Yen, for finding my kain anduh =P Appreciate it. Owe you another McFlurry. It's like 5 or 6 now. Gonna eat until you vomit XP

Sports Day tomorrow. Which mean paramedic again T..T Hopefully no one faint. Or else...... You think yourself >=/
Good luck to all of you.

Note: DO NOT come to my checkpoint. You'll be regret if you do =)

i'm trying to find one for you k? just that i really do need some time. not everyone wish to be a pianist and it's not easy to be so. i've done all the things you've said and all i got is fucking nothing. you can't force people to be right? i've got my own things to handle. unlike you, sitting at the office and think about what's gonna be your lunch. just give me some fucking time to suck up your mouth. stop pestering me what to do. and i don't like people keep on pressuring me to do things that they want. i don't fucking care if you scold me, nor i have no fucking any feeling at all now. just leave me alone to satisfy your bloody orders. go on and fuck off...

to pn. russita, although i don't know you but, may God bless you and rest in peace.

don't be sad, i believe she don't want you to... take care.

finding a place call home...

i know what you thinking. you want me to leave isn't it? fine. i leave. you happy now? eventhough you didn't tell me but i heard what you said with him. he don't like me, he's mad at me, so? i don't care. what i hurt the most is you never give me a chance. you never understand me. once i did wrong, i'm always wrong. i heard everything that you said. i felt hurt. deeply. very deeply. worst than a deep cut with a knife. my heart is bleeding. i'm just waiting to die now. how i wish i never been to this world before. how i wish i'm not come from this family. i agree to my friend, since when parents will understand us. now i know how the bad people felt, you want bad? i give you bad. and as a brother, you are suppose to protect and help me, not message me and said how disappointed on me. you wanna talk? fine. but i know what are you going to say. you always help her isn't it? because she's your mother. you always think parents are right. you will only listen and agree with them. but what about me? have you ever think about how i feel? why do all of you so selfish? have you ever try? try to think about me? try to understand how i feel? never. because you all always think that you are right. i'm always the person who get to blame on because i'm the youngest. being a youngest, is not as good as i expected. what more being a daughter and a sister? i miss my mom. i miss my dad. i miss my two brothers. where are they? i want my old life. eventhough we're living in separately. but now, i think i miss the time when i lived with my cousins. at least they won't give me so much pressure. at least they care for me. at least there is someone can play with me. although i have no freedom. why do i chose to living with you? why? because i thought i can do whatever i like with my freedom. the moment i stepped on this house? i thought i was free. i really thought this is a home for me. but i'm wrong. i shouldn't chose you. i made a big mistake. this is not what i want. you're not my mom, you're not my brothers, anymore. i'll leave. without your notice. i'll leave, to a place where i call peace and free. i'll leave, not because i did wrong, is because i don't want to see your face anymore. i feel no guilty. i know what i did. i don't need to explain, and i don't like to. my perfect family has gone, to nowhere. and i can't wait to leave this place. to somewhere that everyone don't know me. to a place where i call it home. and never come back...

i MaY LeAvE tO aNyWhErE tHaT gIvE mE pEaCe...

you never try to understand me. everything i said, you never listen and never try to remember. anything happened, always put on me and crashing me down. and i thought you're the one that i should rely on. i always do, but everytime you just let me down. i never tell you my problems, because i feel like you won't help me to solve. i have to do on my own. and that's made me sick. sometimes, or mostly, i felt like friends are more helpful than you are. they even know what's going on with me even it's just a little tiny thing. where are you when i needed the most? where is your shoulder when i need you? i want to get out of this place. this awful place that makes me feel sick and disappointed. it's just a place for me to sleep and get ready for tomorrow stuff. i wanted to leave, to somewhere that give me peace and freedom, and no more war between you and me. just let me go... can't you? you'll be more easy and i'll be more happy. because i don't like headache. headache makes me feel dead. the dead that your body lives on earth but your spirit lives in hell...

sHoRt PoSt...

Back from macau. Went to sunway today. Was damn tired. But i keep my promise.
Sorry to marianne and ern, i didn't know you girls are waiting for me. So sorry about that.
Sunway was fun. But i don't feel like say anything here, please refer to other's blog who went with me.
I got a very bad headache, still have to study for tests anyhow. Don't expect i will update my blog these days. So please leave me alone. Thank you.

i'M a SiAo HuMaN...

It's 2.30am now, and i'm just finished packing. Damn tired and sleeeeeepy. Actually, i was thought that i'm done with my luggage, but then later i forgot to bring this, then open the bag stuff inside and zip again. Later later on, something reminds me to bring that, open the bag stuff inside and zip again -..-" I know i'm damn siao, even tanjung rambutan also cannot tahan me XP
Gonna contact my friends through sms in 4 days. I'm pretty sure my credit will be zero when i get back here T..T Or... Maybe when i still at macau?? o..O Anyway, reload lorr.. What to do? I got lots of friends to chat with. Plus, SPM result is coming out on wednesday, lagi have to sms!

For those who waiting for your SPM result, GOOD LUCK and GOD BLESS you all~
Gonna miss you guys very much..

Anything just sms to me *if you have enough credit ^o^* You know my number...

Just to make sure here, yes i AM going on saturday. And please DO NOT contact me, if you wanna ask anything, please contact with Ms. Marianne or Ms. Lee Su Wen. Thank you for your cooperation =)

i WaS tAgGeD bY...

Marianne, Zhen Meng & Emily. tada~

001. Real name: Yvonne Kow Kar Mun
002. Nickname: i don't really remember... carrot, y-von-neh, vonne vonne, yvonne jie, yvonne cheh ( car ), mun mun, car car, kow kow, dai ka jie, nice-to-kick-ass a.k.a ntk-ass ( ask marianne, she created it -..-" )
003. Married: errr... what...?
004. Male or female: female. duh...
005. Highschool: SMK Seri Saujana. don't know? go search from the web..
006. College: future maybe
007. Short or long hair: since marianne said hers short, mine... err... same gua... you don't measure it do you? hmm...? o..O
008. Are you a health freak: DEFINITELY... no -..-"
009. Height: remember last time the teacher told me 165 cm. consider short for me.
010. Do you have a crush on someone: nope =)
011. Do you like yourself: ... not really...
012. Piercings: no
013. Righty or lefty: wait... right left right left right left... oh i'm a lefty! XP

FIRST
014. First surgery: err... operation coming out from my mom...? hahahahahaha
015. First piercing(s): never
016. First person u see in the morning : myself
017. First award: don't really remember.. 3rd prize for badminton when i was standard 3? i guess...
018. First sport you join: badminton
019. First pet: a puppy. used to.
020. First vacation: langkawi when i was 4
021. First Concert: a hong kong artist with my cousin
022. First crush: you tell me first =/

CURRENTLY
023. Eating: nothing
024. Drinking: saliva?
025. I'm about to: finish this tag. yay~

YOUR FUTURE
026. Want kids: don't know
027. Want to get married: maybe
028. Careers in mind: psychologist or pilot

WHICH ONE IS BETTER
029. Lips or eyes: eyes
030. Hugs or kisses: both ^..^V
031. Shorter ot taller : TALLER of course!
032. Romantic or spontaneous: both
033. Sensitive or loud : neither
034. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither one.. but trouble maker sounds fun >o<

HAVE YOU EVER
035. Kissed a stranger: NOOOO
036. Drank bubbles: nope
037. Lost glasses/contacts: never
038. Ran away from home: never. but i ran away TO home. heh...
039. Liked someone younger: non of your business
040. Liked someone older: told you. refer to the answer above
041. Broken someone's heart: always
042. Been arrested: let's see... for pinching people's face or kicking people's ass?
043: Cried when someone died: yes
044. Liked a friend: i like... all my friends =P

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
045. Yourself: let me think... err... uhm... nope
046. Miracles: sure
047. Heaven: 1/2
048. Santa Claus: i believe i can fly~
050. Angels: always around me ^o^

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
051. Is there one person you want to be with right now: think so
052. Do you believe in God: yeah
053. Tag 5 people: err... mini myni minimo! anna, emily, tsing, mel c, the last one is... YOU! since you're reading this... hahahahaha

Have fun people! Good luck for those sitting for exam.. Or test... Whatever. Stop saying the form 5 are good because we have to study during holiday! We even have exam in every month! T..T

Now i know why marianne wants to have that super power -..-"

DiG a HoLe FoR mY oWn...

I've lost everything.
Should i buried myself to hell?

sO-cALLeD sPoRtS dAy 2008

Well, pictures explain everything. Here you go...

*choo choo choo...*

Eeeeeeeee...

Su Wen, what are you doing...?

The stupid don't know what-it-called colour papers which shoot on my left hand T..T

Booooooriiiiiiiiing....

Mali-mali-hom!

Peace ^..^V

Heheee...

Nah mummum..















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>..<

Stupid irritating Andrew Goh

Look closer.. What is it....?

Stupid paper stick with the fan

Cheeeese...

Last practice

Ready to go...

Ignore the legs

Hormat ke kanan

PBSM vs. Prefects

Tomato and Panda

Anti-Pandu Puteri members killing a tomato. And she seems enjoy it.

PULL! *i'm NOT dancing so stop saying it Anna -..-"*

Pull!! 3 human pull me just to take a picture -..-" Or is it 4? Or maybe 5? o..O

PBSM 2008!
Sorry i know it's blur but that's all i had. There's another camera but i don't know who's the owner

Other things i'll tell later but not now because i want to SLEEP! Sorry but i'm f-king tired now. ZzZzZzZz...