nEw YeAr EvE...

Last day of 2007. Everyone, make a wish at 12am tonight if you wish you have a good coming year.
Facing 4 walls at home, waiting to see the fireworks from my window, listening to music that i love, watching shows that i like, life is easy and peace for me now. How i wish the school won't be started so soon.
Happy New Year my friends...
Marianne, forget about the sadness and start a new life. Wish you'll get your endless wishes on the next moment. For friendship, cheers~

i'M sIcK oF iT...

I'm tired. Just tired. Why can't you stop bothering me just for 1 minute? All i want is just peace. Leave me alone k?
To the assholeS, yes i added an S there because there's not only 1 person, i never say who are they and what are they but whoever they think they are one of those, please stop your attitude upon me k? I just can't stand for it. Maybe i'm afraid of you, maybe i'm scare of it, or maybe i have no guts to take the risk. But i just don't like it, i don't like and don't want it to bother me in my daily life k? I want some space, some space that only belong to me and i can do whatever bloody stuff i want. Your faces and your words are coming out everywhere whenever i close my eyes. You know i never sleep since saturday, yes again.
I've done loads of things, and tons of things waiting for me to do, i'm so tired. I want a better sleep, a sleep that can be no bother by anything.
I'm tired to pack my bag, i'm tired to eat, i'm tired to talk, i'm tired tomove, i'm even tired to open my eyes. I just hope that i'll never wake up in the next morning...

rEsPeCt...

Some people just don't understand what's respect mean, and that's really pissed me off.
You people are human right? You know when is the right time to do the right thing isn't it? Most of the time i really don't mind and don't care what you've said and done to me. But it doesn't mean that you can keep on insulting people even more that ever right? I don't wanna argue with you because i thought you will stop with your so-called bloody jokes. I tried my very best to control my anger upon you guys because i know once we break down it'll effect to the others. I find excuses for you just because i don't want to remember the thing's you've said and done to me. We meet in school everyday, in our class, in our free time, the time we've spent, actually is more than i spent with my own family. All of you are close enough with me in class right? Don't you know what is respect? Don't you still don't know what i don't like? Don't you?? I'm being very patience with you guys and you should have know that.
I know i'm fat, so what? At least i have no diabetes. I'm tougher than you asshole.
I know i'm ugly, but nobody's perfect right? You're not the most glamorous in school either fucker.
I know i'm rude, but what do you think you are? Prince William?
I know i'm stupid, but you're not the smartest in the world are you?
If you think you look awful together with me then tell me honestly k? I'll stay miles away far from you don't worry, because i don't want to be your friend either. I'll feel ashamed when we stand together. I would like to be alone so i can do and say whatever i want.
I'm always the evil one, and you guys are the heroes. Do you ever think back who always pay for you drinks and food? Who always there to wait for your call when you need help? Who always cover you when troubles come? And who always come to me when you're in trouble or about your personal stuff?
I care about my friends but do you ever care about me? Do you think i like to see my friends hate each other? Have you try to stay out of it and think about MY state? I don't need you to repay me but i need your respect. Come bang me infront but not my back k? At least i know i'm in hell after i die.
My name is Yvonne Kow not Yvonne Cow nor Mother Cow. I don't mind you giving me whatever nickname that you think it's funny but, my name is Yvonne Kow, please do remember it. Like or not, my name is still Yvonne. You can call me whatever you want actually, but please don't expect that i will fucking answer you even if the snake or vampire is coming to bite you or whatever. I'll be excited when i see you being torture by others. You deserve it and i mean it.
I am evil, and that's the true Yvonne. I keep quiet doesn't mean i'm with you.
My blog, my thought, my say,
If you don't like my way,
Please do stay away,
But hey,
If you and i meet up in one day,
Don't blame me step on you with my high heels okay?
To whoever think they are the assholes, roll back to your kampung and lock yourself in the cupbaord with your dignity if you have, get it? No? It means FUCK OFF YOU MOTHERFUCKER.

i GoT mY bAg!

So today is the school orientation day. Went for it and bla bla bla... It was boring, i mean really very boring when the stupid pentadbir's speech. It took 1 hour to finished the whole thing. SHUT UP LAR!!! I'm burning under the hot sun wei...
Settle down the students then we're free. Nothing to do, lepak around the school. Half an hour staring at the grass from the stairs near the bilik disiplin. Another half an hour sitting at the pondok do nothing. At last i sms to Tsing come and fetch me to mv.
Didn't know JoNg is going, but still thanks for accompany me. Reached mv, start looking for my school bag from Tropicana Life, then Echo Park, then Studio R, then Nike, then Jusco, then Royal Sporting House, then Body Glove, then Long John Silver's, then back to Tropicana Life. Sorry i just copy down from you Tsing. I don't really remember what shop we went in actually...
Tsing, i have something to tell you too. MEH?! I KNOW I'M BONDED WITH TL K! TL ROCKS!!! -..-"
MCR all around the mall. Sotong, your lucky day.
So finally i got my bag then.

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These are the messages between me, Marianne and Su Wen yesterday. Forgot to blog last night so this is it...

me
marianne + su
su

How u girls doin?
Buying bras for the assholes
HOLY MAMA!
There're sales here! Buy 10 free 5!
OMFG... U must be joking
Here got lace and others type wei... Pink and blue also...
Eh buy pink and lace for them
Okie! Buy 10 for them n 5 for myself. WHEEE~

Ok so it's something like that k? I don't remember the others and i already deleted those messages. My memory card in my brain nows a days are sucks because i'm so so tired. I slept once i reached home then dinner then sleep again. Since im in damn blur state, i was mumbling to my bro when he ask me something. Then he said, what are you talking about? o..O
I can tell that i don't even know what i'm trying to say here...
YOOHOO~ I'm alone at home! I can do whatever i want! Burn the kitchen!!!

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- HAPPY WEEKEND IN MALACCA MARIANNE -
do bring miss micey go with you k

- HAPPY NS-ING MOON TING -
remember to think of me to keep you awake so that you won't be late for training. nightmare~

PMR ReSuLtS dAy...

PMR results are out today. Of course, some happy some sad. Well, i helped out 3U, which is my choir girls gang's class. Their results are not bad. Ann Na, you're real crazy girl. Karen, thanks for your themes!
Marianne, open your mouth to ask them stay and take their photos!
Left school around 1pm. Went to lunch with MT, Ivan and Wai Lik at Citrus Park. Dropped down Ivan, MT fetched me and Wai Lik to his house. Ivan joined us half an hour later. I'm so so tired, fall to sleep on somebody's bed while they're watching funny videos through computer. Wai Lik's laughing voices woke me up when he watched the video that we recorded at Sentul. remember?
Y-up. Watch til 5.30pm, they tried to call Mun Kin but failed. So MT sent a message to him as in a poem. I don't really remember the exactly one but it's something like this...

"Called you tak sampai,
send you message tak reply,
where are you sohai?"

o..O OK...
Then i forgot what's Mun Kin replied. But in the same way, poem -..-"
Well actually Ivan and Wai Lik did created some others such added in some dirty words, while comparing with their taekwondo's skills. You see, boys are 'mou liew'.
We left around 6pm. Dinner with my cousins, got my christmas prezzies!
Orientation day tomorrow!
"Jie jie, i want to go toilet. Where is the toilet arr?"

cHrIsTmAs EvE...

Today is christmas eve, but i'm still stuck in here...
Hopefully can go home tonight.
Merry Christmas to everyone... and myself.

T..T

Hospital smells sucks.