2 tiring days

29th

Worked all day. My supervisor even wants me to work for full day but I lied that I got things to do. I know I'm bad but, if she told me earlier I might will consider to stay. Too bad she called me on the last minute then.

Went yamcha session with friends. Honestly, haven't been relax like this for a long time.
Glad that I still have them in my life now. But I met him when I got there. So it's kinda frustrated for me. Why does he have to be there?? Spoil my mood.

30th

Badminton in the morning made me feel better. Since I'm sick for days. It feels great after sweat it all out.

Then went to Pavilion with sister and her hubby. I saw this freaking nice bag at the Pull and Bear! It's only RM120 after discount. Though it's only 20 bucks off haha.. But I really like that bag. Damn. Can only buy on next month. Hopefully no one buys if before me. I'm praying hard for it. But what if I saw something nicer than that after I bought it?! I don't wanna make myself to be regret. Shit.

Mom promised to bring me go buy new clothes for CNY. YES! I'll have extra new stuff then. Gonna shop twice on next month. One with mommy and another with my dear sister Angeline. Anyone care to join us?

Alright. Going to sleep now. My wife is going to kill me if she finds out. Think it's not happening. Nope. Nope. Right??

Last but not least, Happy New Year everyone! Welcome to 2011. A whole new happy year for all of us. Forget the past. Looking forward for new excitement =)

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Happy New Year 2011 =)

Case #1 + #2 - urrgghh.. forget about it

All I want for Christmas...

... Is you?

Okay. I know Christmas is over. But I don't even feel it at all!

Someone please slap me from my dream. I think I'm still in daydreaming mode now. 4 more days to 2011?!! But I haven't had enough fun for 2010 yet! Hold on you time taker bitch! I still have a lot to catch up! Well, except when I'm working. Hey.. Back to the topic.

So, yeah. Christmas is over. And being a santa wasn't easy for me. All the presents I've sent aren't accepted by the people I expected them to be. Honestly, I missed my friends very much. It's kind of disappointed when you were expecting to meet them but it turns out completely opposite the way you thought. So what do I do? Give the present then walk off lor.

Actually, I just want to meet my friends and gather around together like we used to. Have a little chat and laugh and that's it. But it's hard for all of us nowadays. For me, I suppose. 'Cause I'm not ready yet?

Seems like the way I'm on this shit now is working. I quit Facebook. Not bothering anyone and no anybody to bother me. For a second, I feel free. But then I ask myself, 'What should I do when I'm having lunch break and stuck in a stupid traffic jam now, without Facebook?' But still, I told myself do not let these thoughts to cross my mind. I'm insist to survive without Facebook and I can do it. I did it. So far. I told my finger through my mind not to click the Facebook icon from the history list. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME?!!

Alright. What time is it now? FUCK. 3.30am?!! I'm suppose to wake up at 7am! Darn. Gotta head to sleep now. Someone will kill me if she finds out. Have a nice dream everyone.

P.S.: Just call me if you have plans for New Year's Eve eh? My phone is like 7-11. Yea you know what I mean.

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AARRGGHHHH... Shut Up.

Case #1 + #2 - close? i wish.

我觉得...

我觉得 我是个贪新忘旧的人 新的东西往往比旧的更爱惜
我觉得 并不是每样旧的都不好 只是新的来得比旧的好 来得比旧的更适合我

我希望 以前的东西能够恢复之前的面貌 再继续保留下去 一直到老
更希望 旧的可以跟新的融化在一起 大家都可以得到开心的结局




那不是很好吗




难到 现在的局面 是能够带给人快乐的吗

如果是这样 我宁愿
我从来都不曾拥有过
大家都可以释放心中的包袱

好吧 就这样决定

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Does it make you feel better?

This is just a random post that I'm talking about my feelings tonight. Nothing else.

Case #1 + #2 - think it'll be close soon. i hope?

I don't know what am I doing today

I've been dreaming all day long. Daydreaming they called. And I don't even know what am I dreaming about. Damn.

I want iPhone 4! But iPhone Pro is coming out in September. Should I wait? Or just get the iPhone 4 now? Little suggestion please?

Regret that I took the meal at mamak just now. Feel lagi uncomfortable now. Already fall to sick anyhow. How wonderful.

The radio keep playing this old song in these few days. It's one of my favorite in the past years. I just couldn't get rid of it now. It's playing in my head even when I'm sleeping.

如果 全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在这里
就是生命的奇迹

The lyrics are so beautiful..

Goodnight everybody. Nite nite Yvonne. Nite nite to my lao po. I know you're smiling now =)

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Can I have my holidays now?

Case #1 + #2 - omg i'm a lousy detective

It's not the way I thought it would be

Today is just not my day.

Goodnight.

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Let it out my dear..

Case #1 - not even close yet but #2 has already opened file

Christmas's Eve of 2010

First of all, I'm sorry. To my friends that text me today. I lied.

Yup. I wasn't at home tonight. But hey, it's Christmas's Eve. You don't expect me to stay at home and watch tv then sleep right? Plus Christmas is one of my most favorite day of the year. Unfortunately I'm not spending time with my dear friends, but with those idiots instead. Really. They are real idiots.

It was jam everywhere in KL tonight. What more when it comes to New Year's Eve? I think we have to expect for 2 hours to stuck in the jam no matter where you go. But still, I'm willing to stuck in it if my friends are with me. My mom will definitely go out with her friends. So do my two brothers. I won't be the only stupid idiot who stay at home and watch the countdown live on tv right? Though I don't really like crowded place and squeeze with everyone out there.

Somehow I'm looking forward for it. I'll definitely go with him/her if anyone ask me to. Just anyone.

I think I'm being more open in socialize now. I just talk to anyone even I just know him/her for few minutes ago. It's just not ME that I'm used to because I am the coolest person among my gang. I don't talk. No matter what or who, when I don't feel like to talk, I can shut my mouth for the whole day. But I've changed lately. I don't know whether it's a good change or not but, I think my friends were right about me. I've got the talent to be a good PR. Don't you agree? Hey there's even a PR alphabet on my number plate!

So Christmas is finally here. Have you got your present or even open it? Well, I haven't. YET. I think. But I'm not desperate for a present. Don't get me wrong. I do like presents. But it's only when I give them out to friends or family. I don't expect to receive any present from anyone. Seriously. I feel more happy and enjoy when my friends like what I got for them. That kind of expression, is priceless. But I can only got a few in this year. I don't like to make excuses but I really had no time to prepare the presents for friends nor family. So I'm sorry for those who I didn't buy any gift to them. Really sorry.

So I guess that's it for today. I promised that I'll blog everyday now and I did. So far.

Merry Christmas. To you. And to myself. HoHoHo~

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I hope I'll be there one day. Just one day..

Case #1 - omg i want to close it now can i?

Any plan guys?

It's Christmas's Eve already! I need plans for tonight! Any idea??

I want to countdown since I've never been to one before. Yet I don't like to be squeeze like the meat of a sandwich. Any good place for countdown with full of people YET you don't have to squeeze with everybody? Yea I know I'm picky but you should know me since the day you first know. Right.

I realize that I have such free time to do things that I usually didn't after I quit Facebook. It's peaceful and no rush. I seriously need time for myself now. And I want holiday!! Fuck Mr.Say. You lied to me.

Happy Christmas coming eve. Prepared your presents?

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I hope Santa could hear my wishes

Case #1 - i'm still waiting..

I call it Tong Yuan Festival

Yea you got it right. It's Tong Yuan day. I love tong yuan. It makes me feel good just when I smell it before I taste it. And it gives me warm and comfortable after a tough day at work. It feels family again.

Being a santa clause tonight again. Santa works at night isn't it? That's what I do. Sending gifts to the sisters at night. But it turns out their father accept the gifts for them. I have to say, kinda disappointed for not seeing them. But somehow my heart told me I haven't forgot the incident yet. So yea...

I wish santa could gives me power to heal my mistakes. I broke my side mirror! I spent too much in this month! I sleep 'early' in these days! And I should have requested for off days earlier! Damn those bastards who stole my holidays. Don't be surprise if I show my unhappy face to you. 'Cause you just stole something that I wanted for long time ago. Back off.

Quite impress of myself. Didn't on Facebook nor Twitter for days. Just hanging there Yvonne. You'll get through it...

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This is for me. Don't act like you know it

Case #1 - still waiting to be close file

I'm back in blogging =)

It's been a year since the last time I was here. Just realize, I quit Facebook and Twitter, but I still have this to spread out my feelings and to remind myself things that happen around me everyday. I have to admit, I kinda miss blogging.

I laughed when I read back the previous posts. It was a silly me, and I have seen myself grown up. I promised myself to blog every single day from now on. Well, I'll try.

Christmas is around the corner, and I still haven't got a plan yet. Might going some place to hang out and of course, countdown. I've never been to any place to countdown before. Seriously, I need to get out. Speaking of getting out, thought going out from town for a short while. Like, a few days off from work? Wouldn't kill me. I'm desperately need a break. Anyone care to join?

Promised a friend that I will attend her Christmas party, bet it'll be another exhausted day for me since I can only go after work. Gosh, I did feel regret now. But somewhere in my heart tells me 'Yvonne, it's CHRISTMAS. Everyone is going out to play and what for staying at home with a tivo?' So I guess, I'll go. No matter what.

And it's 5.30am now. I'm damn sleepy. But I want to finish this nicely. It's the first post since I'm away from this! Can't leave it just like that. Can you?

I miss everyone. Where have they been? Bet they already forgotten me.

Shit. Really?? Guys?

Isn't it strange? Or.. Is it me? Keep feeling the phone in the pocket is vibrating. Just when you take it out, light is still staying off. I think, the phone bill for this month is just going to state out my mom's number. Damn. I should have prank more calls then. Can't waste the credit isn't it?

Alright. Should off to bed now. Hard work is waiting ahead. Gonna be tough. And I mean TOUGH.

Nite nite Yvonne. Sweet dreams everyone. See you again soon.

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This is how I feel right now

Case #1 - waiting to be close file