tAgGeD...

Errr... Can i skip the tasks? I've been tagged for 3! Lazy to type wei... And i'm tired. Let me sleep for few hours and i'll type them when i'm free. Thank you.

*yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn*

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1 Day KL Shopping Trip

7.55am
- " Hello Yvonne? WAKE UP!!! "
- " Yes i'm up! OK?!! "
- " Ahhh... So sleepy. Gotto go back to sleep adi. "
- " What the hell? Wake up lar! "
- " Ngaaaaaaa... "
7.58am

Bro fetch me to lrt station meet Marianne and her cousin. Was expecting Emily going, but then........ Emily, you better watch out, i'm coming to bite you! Run for your life......!!!

Reached Times Square about 10.20am. Hang around at Borders. Marianne bought a Tsubasu guide book for her sis, and a 'stupid' book for herself. heheheee...

Then went to Sungei Wang, walked... I mean shop... Sit at Vincci shop and read the books while waiting for her cousin to buy her shoes. After that we walked again, to Lot 10. Ahh... Then walked all the way down to Pavilion. Marianne, you really never teman her all the time...

We tried to look for a pencil box for Marianne. But most of the time me and the dumbass walk ourselves and left her cousin shop alone. I kept asking the dumbass 'cause we always left her cousin behind.
" Where's your cousin? "
" Aiya... Don't know and don't care lah. "
-..-" That's how you treat your cousin?

And guess who we met? It's Siti NurHaliza! Marianne kept asking me to take her autograph as a proof. It's her k? It's really Siti NurHaliza! Why don't you believe me huh?! T..T

Then replied Marianne's mommy messages. Then walked again. And finally, we found Marianne's pencil box at MNG. Since we looked for few shops before.
" Wanna buy this? "
" Dunno. "
" o..O "
" See first lar. "
" No regret? Sure? "
" Errr... Wait. "
Nah! See! Should thanks to me because i saw it first! Anyway, got iron it? hahahaha...

Went to Baskin Robins eat ice-cream. Felt sorry to the waiters because we, *ahem* i mean Marianne drop the cream on the table. Err... Nevermind.

OK what's next? hmm... Crap a lot about the asshole. hmm... Oh ya! Guess what? We went on the wrong train! Thanks to w-h-o? =/ We took nearly 45 minutes only get back to Sri Petaling. Bought something in Carrfour then went home.

That's all i guess. Did i missed something? Ahh nevermind... Others leave them to Marianne to blog. ^..^V

Eh, remember to write the hate note to him ya.

iDeA?

Hmm... Nothing to blog about. But since the greatest Einstein, err i mean Anna asked Edison to, which mean me, i'm the great Edison, i'll just write anything that i can think about. ( And of course, Newton is my friend. ) za dou -..-"

Anyway, waiting for Shiao Yen to sms me. We sms to each other everynight, crap a lot. Shiao Yen, hope you see this. WE ARE SO 'CHEONG HEI' IN EVERYNIGHT!

Worship the vampires! Because i'm one of them. So, beware... Your neck and hands will be my target ^..^V Ahh... I can smell the freshy bloods from here...

Going to KL with the dumbass boss, Ma-Li-Ah-Nee and her cousin, maybe her sis going too. Remember to morning call me at 8am! Oh by the way, what's her name arr?

mE aGaIn...

-Happy Birthday to my dearest brother-

Dinner with family at MV. Met Chun Seng's family on the way home. That's all for today.

Thanks for viewing. Bye.

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So, your face expression told me that it was my fault again.
It's my fault, because i didn't lead you to the place that you want.
It's my fault, that i'm asking you again and again the same question that you never know what to answer me.
It's my fault, that i keep quiet all the way while sitting there with you, and i don't really want to talk or answer you anything.
It's my fault, that you were standing there and scolded me in public, and i only can look on the floor without saying a word.
It's my fault, that you never trust me in anything i wanted to do.
It's my fault, that i did everything you've planned for me even though i don't want to, but you never give a look the things that i've done.
It's my fault, again, because i think our elationship are getting further and further, even i saw you everyday.

I miss you, but where are you when the time i really needed? I love you, and i know you love me too, but is it you have to show it in your way? I trusted you, but you never give a damn on me. I kept finding excuses to cover up my pain, to dig them deep inside my bloody heart, but you just only know how to find them out from there and keep repeating the same thing to hurt me...

Why are you so cruel to me? What did i've done? Tell if i'm wrong... I don't want to die just like that, at least give me an answer, or excuse. I accept anything from you, and all i want is just your love and trust. Is it so hard to give them to me? But i gave you all my life, and that's the way you treat me back...

Who can i lean on now? Who can i trust now? Who can i give my love to?
Well, at least give me a pillow, so that i can sleep on it and cry out...

wHaT a ThUrSdAy...

Someone called and wake me up from my sweet dreams. Marianne, HMPH! T..T She asked me am i going to school or not? Oh what if i don't? But anyway, i still went to meet her. Actually i'm going to school for choir party, but since not many people go so we canceled it. Then when i reached school, we both walked to her house under the hot sun. "So freaking cold..." "Come one please rain!" o..O Alright, i walk with her to her house still.

Watch some funny videos from her camera that she recorded from this morning at Seri Mega. She kept complaint that the trophy is so damn ugly. I know... Stop showing off k? Can't believe that she got the 1st prize for poster drawing competition before in she's in primary school. hahaha...

She tried to block me off to see her photos on the piano. Nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh~ I still can see them wei... You look... CUTE! HAHAHAHAHA... Seriously, doesn't look like you. But of course you look prettier than that. Damn! Didn't get to mess up her wardrobe. I missed a very nice chance. Don't worry, i'll get you in someday. hehehe...

We fool around in the living room. Talk a lot of crap there... Mostly about the asshole that we hated. He's really an asshole! Til 3.45 her parents came home, and i walk again to carrfour under the rain. And now, i got headache T..T

See, i so good. Such a good worker huh? I went to meet you WITHOUT my breakfast. Then walked with you under the hot sun and under the rain alone. haih... I know i'm good. Don't mention it. hahahahaha...

Til here, happy holiday people.

LAST day!

HOOOOOORAY!!! Last day of school!!! Well, actually we still have to go to school until friday but, since you know i'm a VERY lazybum, sooooooooo... heheheheeee... I'm NOT going to school unless there's something VERY important. Choir celebration tomorrow, yes party again. But i'm still thinking whether going or not? I've been went for 6 parties in just this month!

OK balik kepada last day of sekolah. I thought the last day would be more fun, but, i really have nothing to do other than following the 'idiots' go ronda and duty around the school. Then, play basketball with the guys. Lepas tu, raining... Then, play again. You know what? Aaron spent 14 dollars just to call and order the McD! But at the end, they canceled it -..-" My 14 bucks!!! T..T They order pizza... Ahh what the hell...

Marianne and Shiao Yen got wet, i mean VERY wet. Marianne and Ying made some 'chicken little' hairstyle to Shiao Yen from their 'secret fortress' to the canteen. Funny... Pictures in my phone. Play water with Ying, but the Unhandsome Chew stop us. HATE YOU!

Ying, Shiao Yen, Marianne and i made a special cake for him. Ying and Shiao Yen keep sneezing on it. EWWWWW...... And we added on everything we're having like the bun and Nips. We plan to throw it to him as our revenge. BUT, he went home without any harm -..-" See you Marianne! Why you walked away? Now he can relax at home without our revenge! I HATE him forever man! And he's not my 'dear' friend k? If he is, then he's my 'deer' friend. ASSHOLE!

Ahh well, goodbye to everyone before went home, hugged Su Wen when i past by her and Candy they all. I'm gonna miss you guys!

Taking undang class on this sunday. Ivan, you're gonna pay what you've said to me. You watch out, you...

Til then, toora people~

sEcOnD LaSt...

Wooo... Holidays are coming!!! What's your plan huh?

Went to school at 10.30 a.m. Wait for 'someone' who came late -..-" Then busy with the stupid dumb paper works. She kept complaint about why the hell the head and another assistant leave all the works to her and never help out. Relax girl...

The so-called Handsome Chew asked me to teman him for lunch with other friends. Our laughing voice, are scary i can tell -..-" It was sooooooo embarrassing. Lesson learned: Never go lunch with your ketua and his friends. Oopsy...

Balik to school, we, i mean me, Handsome Chew, Jun Lim, Pei Yi, Su Wen and the most innocent girl Chi Yan talked about.. Something that you don't need to know, or can say you don't want to know about it. Well, you really want to know? Really? I mean, really??? Fine, here's the story... At first, we talked about how does the women feed their own child with their 'milk'. Secondly, we discussed the process of 'sex'. For your information, the so-called Handsome Chew is the professor of this topic. He can explain very clearly to you, so if you have any problem with this, please refer to him. Don't worry, no tax at all. Marianne and Ying said they can hear our voice far from the stairs. Really or not?

Oh ya! Marianne, Ying and Shiao Yen paint my hand with pen. Thanks to you girls, now my hand still can see the things that ya'll paint T..T Ma-li-ah-nee draw some different emotions on every single of my fingers. Somemore write the dirty words on it. Damn you. And ya, thanks for showing me the book, Marianne. Puke somemore!!!

Ronda under the rain around the school with 3 little cutie idiots. Actually it's kinda fun fooling around with them. I'm the 4th idiots since then ^o^

Shiao Yen play piano before i went home. I see Marianne play piano at last!!! wuakakakakaka... And guess what? My bag locked inside the dicipline room T..T Damn...

Tomorrow is the last day i can fool around with them. How sad... Haih... Promise me keep in touch and go kai kai with me during holidays k? Miss you guys soooooo freaking much.

Til then, toora people~

BiRtHdAy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!!

Thanks for the wishes from my friends. Lot's of ya'll sms to me and so do on MSN, friendster too. No celebrating at home, because i don't want to. My mom keep asking me " You really don't want ar? It's your birthday wor?! " Yes... I really don't want. I mean, what for? Waste money and time only... But thanks to my family also, they tried to push me out for dinner but i refused. heh...

Anyway, no school tomorrow. But i'm still going at 10 something for 'something'. Good luck for those sitting for SPM, all the best for ya'll. Don't forget to belanja me after exams.

And oh! Marianne, i think you need the aroma more than i need it. Just relax k? Although i can't help you but, like you said, smile always? Rest more if you headache. Ahh... i think you're right. I'll just keep asking you to sleep and rest.

Til here, toora everyone~

mY eArLy BiRtHdAy...

Before go for my birthday 'party', i looked at the mirror, and it reminds me this...

Good job, Emily

Thanks to Chun Seng's brilliant idea... Do you see the candle is DEEP inside the cake?

And they push me to take out the candle... with my mouth. YUCK

The 'bloody' vampire is about to cut the cake

Kah Deng using SK-II cream

2 dumb people playing the cream

All my prezzies... Love them all!

Aren't they nice and cute?

A birthday card sign by my lovely friends. Made by Feh Fan

1st page

2nd page

A rugby sign by professor Daniel Kelch. "To A Good Student" and that's me ^..^V Oh! I stole another one to play. heh...

A graduation Mashimaro from Annie

A dry sponge cake made by Feh Fan

Jasmine aroma and a card from Marianne

My collections...

Thank you guys who made me a 'party' like this. Thanks to Marianne, you've done a lot for me, too. Feh Fan, Karen, Anna, Choy Meng and Emelia, thanks for the cake and the party. So do with the form 5's, MT, Wai Lik and Kah Fai, thanks for coming. Thanks to Hee Voon to help me with the 'SK-II Mask'.

Marianne, what you wrote in the card, i felt very touched, thank you so much. Feh Fan, thanks for your 'cake'. Karen and Anna, i know you girls went to bought the cake, and it taste nice, thanks very much. And those whoever i didn't mention out, sorry for that, But i know you guys are the best. For those who wish me happy birthday, thank you too. Melissa, you still remember my birthday, thanks for calling me all over from U.S., hope you have a great life there. And remember to pay your 'thing'. hahahaha... Glad to hear your voice in the morning, it's very fun to talk with you the whole afternoon. Too many people i wanna thanks here, sorry. heh...

Anyway, Enjoy the weekends and holidays.

Happy Birthday to me!

ShOpPiNg...

Went to Kok Fei's house for Deepavali event. Lunch at there. Erm... I don't really want to talk about the food. Kinda boring actually. But thanks anyway. Then went to Sungei Wang for shopping. Wanted to meet Marianne but, nevermind...

Bought clothes from Baleno, Voir, Seed and... Forgot already. Pants, skirts and etc etc. But i can tell, it was boring... ^..^ Mom keep saying "This is good!" "This one cheap wei!" "This is nice!" "OMG! You need this!" o..O

Eh you really want to go rollerblades during holidays? You want me to teman you or protect you? -..-" Me afraid i'm the one who need to protect later. hahaha... I wanna mess up your wardrobe! wuakakaka... And so you know, i didn't talk to him today.

Good luck tomorrow.

Before Deepavali...

The last day for form 3 students. Holidays comes to them!

Stayed back until 4pm. Marianne the gang was totally crazy. Farn Yeong, sorry to kick your ass and your ~tut~ , they asked for. Pay me! Friday, big day for afternoon prefects. But i'm still confusing should i go to school or not? School? Boring without friends, yes you Marianne. Home? Bored til die. Thanks for your suggestions, non of them i'm interest. I'm confused. I want holidays, but i don't want holidays. Err... What am i talking about?

Holidays coming! What's your plan?

I WanT...

Why is it so hard to show up your feels? I need to know.
Why are you always did that to me? I really need to know.
I care about you, but do you really know that?
All i want is just to share your feelings, nothing much.
I want to know what happened? Why can't you just tell me?
I don't need rewards, all i need is the truth.
I appreciate so much about our friendship, but do you?
I do everything for you, and i know you did too.
But where are you when the time i need you?
Today, when i'm in trouble, i have a very hard time to recover my mood. I didn't even say a single word the whole day. But i have to fake smile to you. I have to pretend nothing happen at all.
Why? Because i don't want you to worry.
I spread out my felt in afternoon. I spread out my anger to them, but i still control my temper eventhough i feel like crying.
My friends kept asking me what happened? But i never tell. Why? Because i know they can't help me.
I just want to be alone. But you're the only one came out from my mind.
I need you, but you're not there for me.
Should i tell you about this? Should i tell you how i feel?
If i do, i'm afraid this is the end of our friendship.
My heart is so suffer and empty, i don't know what to do now. I can't breathe, i need a break.
I wanted to talk to you, but i don't dare. Because i just don't.
Is it funny? You are my best friend, but i couldn't tell you anything about my feelings.
I felt like wanna kill myself now.
Hey girl, when you're in trouble, i tried to find you and cheer you up. But you just don't let me.
I don't dare to tell you that i felt hurt, because i don't wanna hurt you.
All i can do is just type out what i felt, in here.
I wish i have a brain wash, so that i won't remember the bad memories.

tHaNk U...

Thanks to Marianne, Ying and Ern, you girls rocks! Love ya'll forever!

I really like the muffins. IT'S TRUE k? I appreciate it a lot. First time i have 16 homemade muffins as a present. Just, something special for me... Seriously, i speechless... Now i regret to share my present with my friends. hahaha... I want them to be in my freeze now! If you want to see the pictures please go to Marianne's blog, Muffins Mania! Err... Lazy to upload heh... Born to be lazy...

Something happened to Shiao Yen today. Well, actually not only her, prefects you know. I give up.. Really do, as always. Feel like wanna slap them kao kao man! Anyway, non of my business also. Let them die naturally. Not like i care. Even i care, what can i do? I can't campur tangan also. I'm just trying my best to help, to solve the problems. Maybe i don't have to, but as a prefect, i just feel like need to give a hand when troubles come. Marianne, thanks very much. I know i've asked stupid questions last night. I'm so touched when you said something like that.

Asthma today. I'm sorry to interrupt your meeting Marianne, Shouldn't let you know about it. Erm... Too many about Marianne today. hahaha... As you can see, how many times i've type her name here...

I want the prefect night photos! Please send to me!

Well i guess that's all for today. Gonna continue my boring school life tomorrow. Toora people~

Prefect Night 2007 ROCKS!

Well let's start with the pictures that i've took on last night.

All prefects arrived

The senior AJK dance Saturday Night Fever

These are the people i sit with

Char Lie, Shye Wei, Elizabeth and Su Wen

Feh Fan and i performing

Hao Ying and i

Me and Pei Mun

Pei Mun, me, Hao Ying and Jocelyn

Jason, me and MT

Jun Lim, Emily, Feh Fan, me, Pui Yin and Farn Yeong. Too bad Kok Fei didn't capture Marianne as well, 'cause i pose to pour on her. heheheeee....

Marianne and i, and Pui Yin -..-"

I kinda like this picture

Last night was totally crazy! The craziest night i ever had! So missed it... Went to Zheng Hong's house for practice before the dinner night. I learned to play drum! wuahahaha... It was so coool... Then we arrived the hotel around 5? Move all the things and set up in the hotel. Keyboard, drum set, microphone... Nah Marianne, see i take care of your 'darling' so well.Then went to kacau the registration people. heheheee... Walked around to welcome people. Everything done, last practice with Feh Fan, omg i was so damn freaking nervous before the performance.

The dinner starts with the senior AJK dance the Saturday Night Fever. They are crazy! Dinner? I don't have time to eat so i don't know how it taste. I didn't even eat for the whole day -..-" Then the performance started. First is Kok Fei and Emelia's duet. Second is me and Feh Fan's duet, third is.... either Feh Fan and Shiao Yen's instruments duet or Yin Torng and Zheng Hong's insrtuments duet, can't really remember. Then we got some awards and lucky draw prizes. We got our new limbo king, Jian Bin! Hee Voon, you let us down! HMPH! No pizza for you! hahaha... We shouted like hell man...

Then we have our dance. It was so so soooooooo crazy! We all dance on the stage ond then on the floor, then on stage again. U know what, my feet are hurts, so i have to take out my high heels and dance. hahaha... Busy all the night with taking photos. But still having a very great time with my friends. Like Marianne said, just like the theme title, Crazy 2nite Aloha! Our favourite part, of course is the dancing time, we all gone wild! I've dance with Marianne, Kok Fei, Emily, Pui Yin, Farn Yeong and lots of people. We shaked, we shouted, we jumped, we run, we dance all around the stage. The most excited part is, i pass Marianne to Farn Yeong, and they dance like mad! Farn Yeong, how can you ever repay me? hahaha... You owe me A LOT! And he still cannot forget that moment he dance with her. Anyway, they are just friends, don't think to the other side ^..^ But of course, it was so fun to mess around with them. Lights went off most of the time. We got higher and higher!

Party end, went home. First thing is load the photos, then take bath, then chat with Marianne and Farn Yeong, half way i slept. Oops! Sorry Marianne. I was really really very tired.

Congrats to everyone! You guys success the party night! I have a great time with you all. Can't for the next year. My last year... I will never ever forget this crazy night that you guys gave me.

Anyone have my photo please send to me ya. I desperately want them! hahaha... I still have many many else pictures. Find me if you want. Others pictures please refer to Marianne or whoever blog or friendster.

Special thanks to Marianne, Feh Fan, Farn Yeong, Qi Ying, Kok Fei, MT, Ivan, Su Wen, Choy Meng, Zheng Hong, Jun Lim, Shiao Yen, and loads of people. You guys are ROCKS! I LOVE U GUYS FOREVER!!!