Santa Claus is coming to town~

1 hour to go... Have you hang the big socks thingy in your house?

Santa may not coming nor be real but it's christmas tradition. C'mon everybody, let's have some fun shall we? Party or something.. At least countdown for it even you're staring at your computer screen. Me no celebrate christmas but normally dinner with friends or family.

Will be watching tv at home tonight. Yea boring I know. Every of my family members went out with friends. Me alone at home watching CSI T..T

Anyhow me still wish ya'll Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Enjoy and have fun yo!

X'mas approaching... and I'm not excited with it

Time flies really fast eh? Christmas is only 2 days away... Our earth is 1 year older again.

I felt very lazy to update my blog now. Even in holiday, I just don't have the mood and the time to update, but I pretty much spent my time online XP So as I said, christmas coming soon. I went to some place to buy presents for a friend because she's gonna have a party on christmas eve. Tak kan you want me to bring nothing to visit people's house right? Maybe going malacca during or after christmas with cousins. Yep the second time in this month...
Went to settle my NS stuff before I went to buy prezzies. That guy was so nice to us that he explained a lot on what we asked. Thank you. I know what you are thinking, am I going ns or not? Well at this moment, I can't tell anything yet because have to call them again after 2 weeks the first badge depart. But the percentage is 80% =) Sarawak will be. Let's pray they lost my forms =P


People asked me why am I so moody these days. It's because I'm really mad with someone now. I just found out something that I think I deserve it more than he did. What's so great about him? Everyone worship him like his slave. I hate that kind of people, just make me feel sick. I hate the way you act, I hate the way you disturbing my life, I hate the way you always interrupt me and my friends, I hate the way you treat me different that others, I hate you lied, I hate the way you jokes, I hate the way you speak, I hate the way you treat my close friends, I hate you always comes to whoever close to me and hurt them, I hate you everything. You're a fucking bloody faker that I've ever seen in my life. I just hate you. VERY much. A guy like you doesn't even deserve to be love by her. She owe you nothing but to me.

Never treat someone too nice. They probably will not even remember what you did or sacrifice for them. I'm not mean but it's true and it's reality. I am very disappointed with people now.

Just don't find me unless urgent and important, don't find me until I tell you to. You can leave your message but it depends on me to reply or not. Thank you very much.

Merry Christmas.

THIS IS CRAZY!!!

I don't know why, i couldn't sleep these days. See, i'm posting this at 7am inthe morning -..-"
I kept awake from my sweet dreams on tuesday night. I was slept at 12.30am that night, suddenly i woke up and i thought it's already morning or maybe afternoon. But when i looked at the clock, it was only 3.55am. OK so i went back to sleep and then wake up again, 4.35am. I keep waking up in each hour which i felt like already sleep for 9 hours o..O
Today, i watched movie until 5am oops! Then finally decided to sleep, but my eyes are not listening to me. I woke up for 3 times between 5am and 7am, and now here i am, blogging XP
I felt like playing my guitar in this hour =P
What's wrong with me??

im gonna be FREE soon XP

Sooooooooooo............. Few more hours to go... And then i'll be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Last paper tomorrow- ekonomi asas. Been studying since last month. But still cannot remember a thing. How sad eh? Anyway i know you won't believe me, so let's just see on the results day =)
I'm going to be free soon, seriously i'm not excited about it at all. Just pray for me.

Never forgot the feeling right now...

Account...? what?

OK account paper tomorrow, i don't really give a damn -..-" Me no interested on account for my beautiful life.
But i still have to attend for exam, well... SPM ma, very BIG leh... OK i sounds very LaLa here...
I wonder what will teacher react tomorrow when i hand in my paper XP Wow... Gonna record it... If i can =P
Good luck people! 2 more to go!

HEY I CAN WALK NOW!

Yea finally. I can touch my precious computer since last night T..T
Sorry for those who message me but i never reply. I've been car accident last tuesday. Y-u-p after my moral paper -..-" No worries i'm healed now. Well at least i can walk and sit. ONLINE!
I don't really want to explain it here. Just an info to tell those who knows about it that i'm back.
Thank you for your concern. See you guys in school.

*EDIT*
I WASN'T THE DRIVER AT THAT TIME

SPM - Day 2 n 3

Day 2~

English was ok. General knowledge actually, but about the literature, it did not turns out what i read -..-" Oh whatever... I still have my essay. I wrote what i can remember from my mind. Been thinking am i still in the topic o..O Well... Not that bad i can say.

History SUCK! Well, I suck. My mind was blank when i first look at the questions. But anyway, i did my best. Maybe an C or an D? Or is it an F? Hey E comes first isn't it? And because the rules stated that you can only come out half an hour after the paper started and before 15 minutes it ends. We've been saying that will meet at the canteen after half an hour @..@ But i didn't 'keep my words'. I was out after 1 hour 5 minutes. Sorry fellas, it's SPM! I can't give up just like that. I wrote what i remembered although lots of them are not quite related to the questions XP

Day 3~

Mathematics. Seriously i got no hope on it. My calculations always bad. What to do... What makes me feel interesting is what time will my friends come out from the room ^o^ Emily and i been laughing when we heard some sound. Packing sound, talking, footsteps.. Cause we know that they are out from the room and ready to go home. So punctual... Why can't you guys keep that attitude when we're out for dates? How la you guys...

Next paper on monday. Science. Quite easy for me.

I want to say something here as for my birthday present. Thank you Feh Fan for your guitar necklace. It really look like there one from Avril. I like it very much. Thank you Choy Meng for your ciggar. Don't get me wrong even though i'm 18 now. It's a chocolate ciggar everyone. Plus i hate smoking. Very. Hate.

Say NO/TAK NAK!

SPM - Day 1

Suck.

Malay still consider ok. For the first question which is rumusan, i recopy 104 words in last 3 minutes. I am THIS close that i'll screw my paper 2. Oh by the way, i am already screw both subjects for today. Ah well, there's nothing i can do about it right now. Just pray that i'll pass for my malay.
For history? I bet you'll be shock when you see my results. I've never felt like this before. I don't even know what's the question asking about? I did study! Like a week before, i studied everyday in school just for history. But when i look at the paper today? God damn it i barely can remember what i studied. I am so gonna open my brain and throw it away...

English and history, again, tomorrow. English for me is easier than malay, but NOT necessary will pass. Cause it's really 360 degree different than what we had before. Especially the novel part which i always fluck at it. And let's see how many words i can write in the answer sheet. Want a bet? I can give you all my Avril's merchandise if i write more than 10 words for history. Oh yea i mean it, really.

Happy Birthday to Chi Yan! Present next year as i promised today.

finally has come...

Few hours to prepare my very important war. And i'm still blogging -..-" Anyway, just to write down the feelings about this moment for myself to read in the future...
Nervous? Honestly not really. 'Cause i know i'm going to flunk my exams anyway. I'm always negative i know. I won't give any hope for it because i'm afraid i'll break down when i receive my results. All i know is try my very best even though i'm not going to sleep and just to memorize 2 history text books.
People said i'm always stress up myself. Am i? I mean who don't? It's just depends how you feel about this. For me, this is very important because it's the proof for myself that i did study, it's the proof that i can show to my mom that i did study and not wasting my time. Everyone says just do it and don't think about what will you get for results. Honestly how many percent of students can do that?
Sorry i bitched a lot here. I feel much better now.
Malay and history for tomorrow. Study hard girl study hard...
Well, i guess i better off now.
Good luck to all SPM participants, and to myself.

1 hour left to...........

6 Years...

It's been 6 years. I can't believe that it's my turn to leaving school now. Don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to say the school is good but still, i've been through a lot in school within 6 years. Not easy.
Of course you'll say "Come back to school and visit us whenever you want lor!" But serious what for? You have to go back to class right after assembly, so you want me to sitting in the canteen and really 'look' at you? But anyhow, i will go back if any necessary. Plus now we got high teachnology for us to use to contact each other right? But still, hard feelings can't hide...
I can still remember when i first stepped in to school. First impression was it's big, if you compare to my primary school Yoke Nam. Not really nice cause i didnt take a great look that time, i was really really shy when i was a kid. Don't believe? I won't say a word eventhough i know that person. People will think i don't understand what they're trying to say because all i did was just little smile at them and then look down to the floor. Yea that was me.
Until i become a high school student, life changed. Everything is not simple for you and definitely not like primary anymore. I remembered the first day assembly, i followed the islam and pray -..-" Don't laugh.
I was really innocent that time, i don't talk, don't know what teachers say, don't know nor understand a thing. But then i changed, mostly cause of my classmates. I'm kinda easy to influence by my friends. That was when i'm in remove year.
Form 1, i became a prefect. I was really nervous because i don't like to face teacher face to face, ALONE! Pn.Cheah was the teacher who interviewed me. She kept smiling and that makes me felt she's freaky. But who knows today she's my 'so-called-Godmother' in school. Just like Choy Meng got Pn.Paramjit, Feh Fan got Pn.Zarina. Thanks to her for chosen me, i hope i didn't let her down as i promised. And because i used to be close with her daughter Jocelyn, i went to her house during CNY, she gave me angpau and i never forget that scence. Then me and my friends played some games there, we drank beer ^o^
Form 2, is the most happy year for me because we choir won the champion represent KL to national level. We went to Malacca, although we lost but we still have fun there. We didn't really have any big hope for it actually, we were excited because we get to have experience and see what other team can possibly do. That was the best experience in my life. Inspired me a lot of things since then. Getting to know more and more friends since i was a 'emo' kid? It feels great...
Form 3, PMR year. I was in the worst class i ever in. Classmates suck, teachers suck, everthing just not right. The most unlucky year for me because a lot of bad things happened to me. Thanks to Ivan, he really did a lot to me. Lucky to have him that moment.
Form 4, all i remember is skipping classes, A LOT. Teachers always complaint that we're not in class and this and that. I break rules for the first time, well at least i break my own record, never enter class like... 3 days straight? 8 of us always can be found in Bilik Disiplin for doing 'duty'. Hey they dragged me! XP
Of course have mention about the afternoon session, i've never be that close with any before. Especially form 1, they were so innocent that we always bullied them. Well let's say, my friends always did that, NOT me. I was always helped the youngers until the my friends thought the youngers are my family or relatives o..O I just hate some people that always bully others but they actually love to be friends with the 'victims'.
Finally form 5. Really mean a lot to me. Great memories floating in my mind. I always laughed to myself when i think back until my friends thought i'm crazy. "Eh you ok ar? Why laugh to yourself suddenly??" I don't need to explain because they will always gives the same answer or the same look to me. But afterall, i'm going to leave the school very soon. The most unacceptable is i can't imagine that i'm leaving my friends here. As you know, i had a huge groups of friends, 3/4 of them are younger than me, well, you know what i mean...
Time flies really really fast, i can't catch up with it. I still have many things that i would love to do with my friends, but seems that i don't have the chance anymore. I cannot push away things that i've always been involved. Not responsility, but the passion i gave.
I would love to thank all my friends here but seems like the time don't allow me to do because it's already 2am now! So i just roughly type few of them...

First of all, thanks to all the form 5's. Really did spent a great time with you all. Hope we can still keep in touch in the fututre.
Second, choir members, hope you guys will do well without us. I know you can and you will. Just keep on your energy and push it to the top. Don't forget to inform me if you get the champion.
Third, i'd like to thank afternoon session. Without you guys, my life will be boring and if i can't find a way to have fun i will die. CHOI! haha... Anyway, really really appreciate what you did. I will never forget the time we spent together. Glad to meet ya'll before i leave the school or i'll be very regret if i'm not.
Next, thanks to all the teachers of course. Thank you for tolerating us for so many years. I know it's uneasy for but you know we appreaciate what you did to us.
Last but not least, to my veggie friends and afternoon session girls, you know who you are, thanks for being my friends. I hope i didn't get you into any trouble heh... Just please don't forget that we used to sleep together in camp. And i miss the day we ice-skating. I didn't fall at all! We'll get to watch Avril together next time. Cam whore or something eh...

I used to think what are the former form 5's feels when they leave school. Now i truly understand. Friends and school for 6 years. Not long enough but not short for all.

Goodbye and farewell my friends. Take good care of yourself and be good. Good luck and have fun!

what i want the most now...

Suddenly have a feeling to blog about this... And i really really desperate want this so bad...

Not her la! The guitar i mean...

But not bad if i can have her too XP

Oh man ain't this cool??

One day... I'm going to get this...

One day... i'm going to play this guitar with Avril =P

Ahh... What a dream...

potato grown up...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUWEN!!

Potato 1 year older now.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...


Hope you'll do well in your exams and find your soul mate ^o^ just kidding


Enjoy your day and have fun! I'm going to grab potato chips now XP

Twilight crazy fan girl

*edit*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Hao Ying!!!

why are we still need to go to school where there's nothing to do? -..-"

Last night, i was thinking about "Should i go to school today? Exam wei... No good if absent... But... It's only pra-spm! Not really important and plus, it's only 1 paper for each subject... HOW?!!"
Yea i know i'm not a good student, whatmore a prefect? A retired one.
But seriously, who wants to go to school in these days?? You see, not even half of the art stream students attend for the exam today. Lots of them don't even know there's exam for today -..-" Geng mou?

Anyway, prefects dinner night tomorrow, no doubt that i can't attend cause of some stuff. Sorry guys, but felt disappoint with the form 5 cause i heard there's only 4 or 5 people confirmed to go. WTF right?
Anyhow, good luck to those are performing, enjoy the night.

Pss! Heard that there will be a surprise for you guys ^^

HAPPY 23th!

September 27th, Avril Lavigne's birthday is few hours away.. Yea Malaysia time i know -..-"

But anyway, still wish her Happy Birthday here. Ya know i'm so crazy about her now, even more than ever ^o^



Good show in every concert


Oh my.. So so miss that day...

When are we going to meet each other? hahahaha...

think before you say anything

Not like you even try to help me, so why don't you mind your own business and leave me alone here? I know I'm not good in counting, not as smart like your ass, but I did try my best k? I wanted to do it well too, but you don't even give me a fucking chance. Fuck off and go be your so-called God-in-Counting and I don't give a damn. It's my business not yours. Fuck off and get out of my face.
I say it and I mean it.

AVRIL LAVIGNE ROCKS!!!

As you already know, i just came back from the best damn tour by Avril Lavigne. It was amazing! She's sexy, hot, rocks, beautiful, talented and everything! OMFG! I'm totally in love with her!!! XP
Pictures will be upload on next post. Well, it's like 2400+ , how long do you expect me to upload them? It's gonna take me few days to upload, maybe i'll cut some, but all the shots are nice (according to my friends la)
Sadly, no video, 'cause my freaking camera don't know why keep on vibrating and can't even take a nice shot. Something's wrong with my cam, shoot! But still, nothing can stop me to enjoying the show. From the begining to the end, i shouted like mad. Karen and Tsing Yie was like giving me a weird stare. Hahahaha... But seriously, it's never been better that this!Avril is a rock star! You just can't deny that.
Details will with the pictures. Now i'm going to dream about the concert. Toora~

I GOT VIP FOR AVRIL!!!

OMFG! I got VIP ticket for Avril's concert! I'm so freaking excited now! I can't wait for it, and i bet i can't sleep tonight XP
Well, i'm wondering who am i giving my tickets to? I bought a 338 but now i got VIP, damn -..-" Anyone please help me to buy? Half price would help =) I have to sell it to get back my money! At least half of it...
Still dragging my friends to teman me go, i got extra here.. Anyone interested? Hehehe...

YOOOOHOOOOO~~~ AVRIL AVRIL AVRIL!!! I LOVE YOU!!! YOU RULES THE WORLD!!!

YAY~ iT's StIlL gOiNg On...

Avril's concert is back again! Yoohoo~~~

The concert has been approved and confirmed that will be going on on the same date. So freaking excited man! Can't wait for that day to come. Finally, i got my ticket from PY. Anyone going to the show? Inform me and we could go together, since i have no one to go with and no transport -..-" Yes, you're probably thinking that why the hell that i still buy for the ticket but no transport?!
1: I can go by taxi or something. Or maybe ask my mom to fetch?
2: If any of my friend is going then we can go by taxi or maybe ask someone to fetch us?
3: It's AVRIL LAVIGNE man!!! How can i miss this chance?!! I already missed MTV Awards T..T
4: Err... I'll add in if i get somemore...

I've been crazy about her these days. Search for her video in youtube until 3am @..@ And all of them are the same thing, a small part that she plays drum in concert in different country. It's exactly the same song that i'm actually learning now, just found out 2 days ago, it drives me insane! Just getting more excited, higher and higher, and more higher! Hahahahaha... Seriously, gotta learn finish the song before going to her concert. Maybe she'll invite me to play for me? Who knows? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Yea dream on.. But at least the dream makes me feel happy than anything else.

Practices, studies, homework, Hari Koko, concert, trials.. They are coming nearer second by second, honestly i never even touch my book during holidays. The concert probably will be the last chance for me to have fun. Must really work harder to catch up my studies, or my mom will screw me very very deadly. Nah... Me don't wanna malukan myself also wad. heh...

You guys must work harder too ya. We go through this together shall we?

Have a nice day...

p.s.: nah! i changed my layout adi. no complain anymore. don't simply spam my cbox please

fUcK PAS!

OK... Firstly, i don't really want to update my blog because i'm a bit lazy, alright fine, i'm VERY lazy to update. But now, i can't stand anymore! About the Avril's concert in Malaysia. Plus, at least something to update in here...
Whoever don't know what i'm talking about please refer to Shye Wei's blog or newspapers...

I mean, how could they do that?!! Postpone a rock star concert?!! NO WAY! I already bought the ticket and looking forward to it and now you're telling me this bloody news?? You all don't have your own idol? Don't mind me, what are they wearing then? Scarf from the head and long sleeves shirt and long pants? Maybe you need gloves to cover the hands until you can't see any part of the body except the eyes? Well you can wear sunglasses if you want. But what the hell?!! What are you guys were thinking? Since when you see Avril is wearing a bikini? Or short skirt that can see through or whatever? Do you ever see that before?! Do you?!! Go search google if you don't believe.

Bloody hell... I mean, you can canceled Beyonce's or fined 10000 ringgit from Pussycat Dolls but NOT Avril Lavigne! I'm not trying to be selfish here but, think about it. People said Malaysia is an open country, trying to catch up the others from whatever ways... But look at this! Malaysia will never improve. NEVER! FUCK the PAS! Fuck whoever giving this brilliant idea! I bet their idols are came from must-not-wear-sexy country...

No wonder Malaysia politics always fight. This is why the non-stop war keep going on and on. This is why Malaysian migrate to somewhere else but not staying in here. Who wants to stay here if there's no freedom to choose what they want to do? What will the people from another place think of us? Just because of the Islam then we have to postpone a concert for them, just because of the independence day we have to wait for another day to watch a concert. Isn't this unfair? No wonder Malaysia got so many parties... You know party? MCA, MIC, UMNO? Now we got PAS. Great aren't they?

Why do you think the clothes will not suitable for us? We wanted to see the real person not the clothes. We wanted to listen and enjoy the night with our idol, don't you get it? Half of the tickets are sold, if it's not suitable for teens then why do their parents let them to buy? And there's lots of adults bought the tickets too! How can you explain this? I bet your family members wanted to watch the show like us, but the only thing is you are the one who stop them to go. Think before you do, so-called Malaysians...

Pheeeew... I'm done with my anger now. But i do hope they will not cancel the concert, because postpone it is already a stupid mistake they have made.

Anyhow, i still can't wait for the concert! AVRIL ROCKS! Booo PAS!

time flying so fast that i don't want it to...

Happy Birthday Marianne!

Have a nice and peace year. Enjoy your day.

Love,
from your personal assistant...

gAmBaTeH!

Exam lu~
Good luck to all the form 5. Study hard yo!

Good luck to someone who need to do oral with pn.paramjit tomorrow. I'll pray hard for you. Do well in your test ok? All the best!

teachers are always giving you surprises...

Like i said, teachers always like to do something that surprise you, well, let's say they'll makes you feel scary and... evil?
Guess what? Our class got spotcheck by teachers today. Yup, by teachers! What i mean the teachers are Pn.Latifah, Cik Lim, Pn.Norly, Encik Nasaruddin and Encik Azhar. They walked into science lab while we're having science. As usual, girls one line boys another, but En.Nasa brought the boys out to don't know where which left our girls inside. So Cik Lim asked me and Soon Ying check everywhere in the lab to rampas barang larangan. What we got is, liquid paper -..-" A lot of them actually... So there went to bodycheck the girls. Teachers are actually using the liquid paper to touch the girl's... err... You know where i mean =) Is breast la not the private part! -..-"
My bag got checked by En.Azhar, i mean, what the fuck? He's a man! How can he check a girl's bag?! Anyway, he took out my camera and showed to En.Nasa, i was looking at them so they ask whether is it mine, for God's sake of course i do say yes! You got a problem with that? Nah... I don't even dare to say that XD You know... I'm a good girl ^o^V
Got a handphone and a USB memory card reader, don't ask who's one, all i can tell is both are from prefects. Then they got into our classroom, more phones. Kesian my friends, but who ask you to bring phone to school? Ha! Padan muka!
Some more say what our drawer got lots of books and papers, 1 ringgit each book and paper next time. The school is really hungry for money -..-" But like a good girl as me, of course my drawer is clean ^..^V
We all stand outside of the class and wait for them to finish off their business, obviously, people will stare at us like fools. Especially there's 12 prefects which in the same class. As you can guess, kelas yang paling banyak pengawas everyday out from teacher's mouth. After they done, we know that the whole school will knows about this after recess. No secret can hide from the school, that is so true. The news spread as fast as wind, everyone keep talking about this, trust me, it was very annoying, everyone keep asking the same question and you have to answer them the same answer over and over again.
Yea, probably it's the first case for saujana, hardly will heard that teachers spotcheck the students themselves. Some more PK HEM and ketua plus penolong ketua disiplin together. Only our class kena, probably cause of the amount of prefects. It's always us who can point to, don't think this case is an exceptional.
Nothing else much, studying like usual, waiting fo the bell rings and school over. Skip choir, sorry ya Feh Fan, heh... Celebrate Shye Wei's birthday in canteen, her gang of friends plan some surprises for her. What meeting la, all fake one. hahahahaha... The cake.. EWWWWWW... It got ruined by us XP Kinda disgusting. All of us kena cream and all that. Especially Shiao Yen, kesian her kena the cake all over her face, thanks to Marianne =P
Went minum with Ivan and Alice, raining... Back to school, meet my friends, since it was friday and hardly meet them in weekend, i always stay back more longer to 'play' with them on every friday. So don't ask me why am i staying back until so late again.
Shye Wei's birthday retarded pictures on next post. Connection slooooooow... Stupid msn got problem again T..T

Happy Birthday Shye Wei, still left 1 hour to spend~

DORAEMON is 1 year older now...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Shye Wei!!!

Doraemon is becoming a big girl soon XP
Thanks for everything you did to me. Hope all your dreams will come true. Don't forget me if you found your lover XD Just joking... Wish you have lot more great materials inside your pocket. hahaha... Have a wonderful birthday ya! It's my last year to celebrate with you in school, so make it special...
Once again, Happy Birthday girl =)

Enjoy your day =P

i wanna KILL windows live messenger!!!

What's wrong with you huh?!! Why cannot sign in wan.. HAIIIIIIIIIYOOOOOOOOOO...

Or is it my computer problem?? But i can surf the net! BLOODY HELL!!

Anyone got Gmail? Add me.. Wasting my time to sign in for windows live... It took me few days to sign in last time -..-" isshhh...

Please... PLEASE... Chat with me in cbox! Anyone will do =) I'm freaking bored now

EXAM NEXT WEEK! fuck wei...

i hate no answer...

Yup, just found out that i don't have to go to pick up point...

"Anda perlu mendapatkan surat kelayakan dan mesti lulus ujian kesihatan baru boleh pergi untuk melatih."

Zadou -..-"

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To all my friends, sorry for causes trouble for you all yesterday, what you've done has been wasted, the unknown date pissed me off so much >=< style="font-weight: bold;">THANK YOU very much.

Well, i wasn't worry anything about the NS, what i'm concern about is my friends and family, and my studies. I know i'll miss you all a lot when i'm alone there. But in other way, i can spend more time with my fellow friends, isn't it?

But after all, is it a good news or a bad news? o..O
I don't know...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. Appreciate every moment with your daddy =)

just before i missed the chance...

Thanks to all my friends, thanks for your wishes, hugs and presents.

Thanks to my classmates, you guys are always the best, though ya'll always made me shouted 'shut up' XP

# Choy Meng the Fishiie
- i know you're always being nice to me, but you know i'm not good in speaking with friends
# Erica
- knowing that you won't see this but thanks, for always joke with me and bringing my bags down
# Soon Ying, Kient Loong, Hee Voon, Zheng Hong
- thanks for the concerned. glad to have you guys as my friends
# Emily Yeoh the Happy Bunny
- i know you must be shocked, but if i really have to go, don't swear too much at school k? Be a good girl
# Jun Lim
- thanks for the forms XP good luck and thanks for accompany me all the way

My other friends. I don't know where did you guys get the news so fast, but thanks a lot though.

# Feh Fan the Flying Rice
- you're the first one i told, never let frustration take you down, keep on flying!
# Alice the Cute Honey
- no one fetch you go home liao hahahahaha... Do smile more k? Love to see you jumping all around XP
# Angline the Cute Baby
- thanks for being my friend. Still waiting to watch meet the spartans with you XD
# Ivan the uncle
- sorry for not telling. Just feel useless even if i tell. But still, will tell you more through sms
# Moon Ting
- the moment you waiting is arrived now. Will sms to 'report' you whenever i got free
# Huei Wenn
- thanks for chatting with me last night. Your advices are appreciated
# Emily Chong the best senior that i ever seen
- i did my best k. I tried everything. I didn't broke my promises with you. I will hold tight my future, so stop scolding me k? =P thanks for sharing your works too, it really really useful for me. As i said last night, how could i ever repay you /=|

Thanks to my cool friends who brought up the pizza party.

# Shiao Yen the Tomato Bitch
- the first time i saw your soft-side XP the first time you speak so soft with me. That's why i like tomato ^o^
# Shye Wei the Doraemon
- thanks for the card. I will put it in my wallet. It reminds me about the one i gave to marianne o..O
# Char Lie, Yen Ling, Kah Deng, Marcus, Romeo, Christopher, Timothy, Kushaal, Kye Chin
- thanks for the pizza party. I never expect you guys will made it for us. Thank you very very much.
# Ying the Mushroom
- thank you. Other than that i don't know what should i say already. We had the first hug today! XD
# Ern the Poke Freak
- thank you for the things you wrote in the card. I really appreciate it. Poking rocks!
# Su Wen the Glutton Potato
- thanks for the card too. Okok i will smile from now on k? ^o^V

# Last but not least, of course, Marianne my greatest boss
- thanks for everything. You are the best. My greatest friend ever! Do me a favor please, whether i'm around you or not, do smile everyday k? Don't stress yourself too much. Say cheeeeeeeese... XP

Sorry if i missed anyone here, but you know you are always in my mind. I will remember you all til the day i die. *CHOI!*

Going or not is still a mystery...

By the way, you guys are ROCK! ROCK ON BABY!

i have a GOOD news to announce...

I AM GOING TO NS (NATIONAL SERVICE) ON 14TH JUNE WHICH IS THIS COMING SATURDAY!

Kota Kinabalu, Sabah will be my location. Yea i know you'll probably thinking what about my studies. I am telling you now, that i'm going to missed 3 months classes and exams. So what'd you expect for my SPM results? I am so gonna die, for my studies.
Just telling that Jun Lim is going on 15th too, to Kuala Langat which is in selangor. Bloody near right? Because he's came from Sabah that's why he got to go selangor. But me? I have to fly all over to sabah to suffer for 3 freaking months! isshhh...
Alright, not going to say much here. Goodbye my blog, i'm only will update when i got back, which is after 3 months. Emily Chong, i'll be back before your birthday i guess, your present will be deliver even i'm not here.
Will miss all my friends, thanks for your concerned too. Take care buddy.

i would like to keep one of these...

I just like to search for these kind of stupid stuff from net. Isn't it cute eh?! ^o^

hApPy BiRtHdAy!!!

Obviously it's not my birthday lar, neither is marianne hahahaha... It's my niece and nephew's. Well, this was happened on yesterday, i'm only blogging this today is because i was so tired last night, they came here and sleepover at my house, so... You know lar, you can't do anything when kids are around you.
K back to the story. I promise i'll attend their birthday and go shopping with them, can't lie to kids you know, i'm a good person XP I woke up, get ready and wait for my cousin brother to pick me up. bla bla bla... Of course it was together with my niece and nephew, and another friend of him name Jason.
First we went to bangsar shopping mall, had our lunch at house + co.. Their curry puff was NICE! ^o^ And then went to Times to get some books and mags, then we shop around there.
Next we headed to plaza damas at sri hartamas. Went to Times again, cause we want to buy more books and mags XD Bought some snacks and ice-cream from a shop which i don't know what's the name, all i remember it's a japanese snacks shop and it's belong to Jason's cousin sister's. She gave us the ice-cream with free, and it's nice too! Continue shop around, then we bought 2 birthday cakes from san terri cottage. The cakes was DELICIOUS! Ok seems like everything to me are nice -..-" But they are really really nice!
Back to cousin's home, rain a little... Rest for 45 minutes, then we went to buy KFC for dinner. Rest again. Dinner. Celebrate. Go home. The end. =)
Pictures will be load when i get them 'cause all the photos are with Jason.
Still a nice day for me though i didn't get enough sleep.
Have a nice day readers~

Happy Birthday to Wei Kang & Sze Wei!

i had a funny weird d-r-e-a-m...

I was so so tired last night, and then i went to sleep *yes i'm talking crap here*
Ok, here goes the story.. I don't really remember what happened before that but i was driving, to... somewhere looked very familiar to me, i think it's the o.u.g parkson. Err... Yes! I'm sure that is! So i was driving... And then... I was speeding @..@ And then... There's some strangers walking around... A family standing infront of me...
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NO! I DIDN'T BANG THEM! I know what you're thinking but NO! Let me finish my story first!

So... uhh... Where was I? Ahh yes... They're standing infront of me, well, my car, they got a grandma, a mother and a father with 2 kids. Suprisingly i can still remember this -..-" Behind them there was a glass door *yes a glass door on the road! weird isn't it?* And then... I was driving very very fast, i wanted to break down so i can open the 'glass door' to go through, but i don't know why, i ADD UP my speed @..@!!! 'Luckily' the family stand aside before i bang them. I mean, I don't know why and how they can 'walk' to the side on that moment o..O" Is like everything happened so fast, i couldn't control my leg and you know what? On that moment, I DIDN'T feel any scared or worry about anything! I feel nothing!
And then............ I bang through the glass! But in no sound! I can't hear anything! Can you believe it? I bang the glass down! I can see the family beside there looked shocked, very shocked. Hehe... Their jaw gonna drop down later on, especially the mom, she stand there and keep looking on the broken glasses with her big open mouth. That moment, i felt my heartbeat is started to beating fast, for the first time. I keep checking around to hope no one saw what just happened. There are some people standing on the stairs which outside the plaza, but no one notice -..-" *that's really really weird* NO ONE noticed except for that family, so unlucky XP And the best part is... I can still 'drift' and park infront of the stairs ^..^V
I slowly do my own stuff, off the engine, take out my sunglass, put my SMARTAG in safety place, check the mirror ( i mean i was checking my face, don't ask, i don't know why either ), and then slowly walk out from my car. I saw the mother was finding the car which broke the glass, and i'm wondering why can't she recognize me and my car? It was VERY obvious, my car is MyV in black, i was park RIGHT there which VERY VERY close to her, and she... still cannot see me -..-" Should i be happy or tell her she's a stupid fool?! Nevermind, it's just a dream afterall. Oh oh, she once looked at me, but i quickly turn my face continue act normal and walk to the plaza ^o^V

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I woke up, and it's 11 am.

I know it's a bit of dramatic but, til then, i'm afraid to drive now T..T

some funny story...?

There was a man who worked all of his life and saved all of his money. He was a real miser when it came to his money. He loved money more than just about anything, and just before he died, he said to his wife, "Now listen, when I die, I want you to take all my money and place it in the casket with me. I wanna take my money to the afterlife."


So he got his wife to promise him with all her heart that when he died, she would put all the money in the casket with him.

Well, one day he died. He was stretched out in the casket, the wife was sitting there in black next to her closest friend. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said "Wait just a minute!"

She had a shoe box with her, she came over with the box and placed it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and rolled it away. Her friend said, "I hope you weren't crazy enough to put all that money in the casket."

"Yes," the wife said, "I promised. I'm a good Christian, I can't lie. I promised him that I was going to put that money in that casket with him."

"You mean to tell me you put every cent of his money in the casket with him?"

"I sure did. I got it all together, put it into my account and I wrote him a check."










Marianne, you will pay me my salary right...? heh? o..O"

i'll take some test when i'm bored...

Whether you're taking the wheel, jumping into the back seat, or just driven to succeed, you make sure that — no matter what you're up to — the entire journey is a blast. So you need a car that's fun to drive! Extroverted and social, you're the type to seek out friends who will make you smile and are up for having a great time, just like you are. Even if the freeway is completely jammed or you take a wrong turn along the way, you'll bounce back in a flash.

Of course you also know when it's time to take it easy, but you'd rather exercise your right to have fun than let it idle. And you definitely don't need to pull out all of the stops to enjoy yourself. No one knows better than you that it's the simple things that matter most. So the next time you buckle up and take to the open road, you can't go wrong as long as you're sporting your smile. Life doesn't get better than this!

the way Malaysia chinese TALK english...

Enjoy =)

people just too free to waste their time on something stupid -..-"

CLICK ON THE STUPID PICTURE!!! ---->


People who made this is definitely too free until he/she have to waste time on this kind of stupid signs.
But people like me, lagi stupid that have to search the stupid net to find this kind of stupid things -..-"
Oh what a stupid world... XP

FiNaL...

Pray for us, the final tomorrow. Really really hope that we can be the champion. We want it sooooo bad. Alright, it's time for me to get ready now, bye people.
Once again, let you listen to our performance from top 5!



To someone i care a lot, don't ever let the bad things pull you back, run forward and you'll find the lights. Carrot is always there, waiting for you to kick her ass =) Smile.

bIg DaY...

Tomorrow, the big day for us. The more i think about it, the faster my heart beating. I'm afraid to lose, i admit it. It's speechless for me to say my complicated feeling now. It's my very last year to join choir with them, sometimes i thought to myself why is the competition come so freaking early that makes me have to spend less time with my friends compare to the past years. Taking up a choir team is not an easy job, especially as a senior, they are counting on you. Well, it's not only me, Feh Fan and others put lots of effort on the team too. Without them, i don't think choir can stand until today. I appreciate their help, i be honest with you, i leave most of the job to them to handle and i apologize for it. For me, it's not just a champion, it means a lot. I gave them my heart, it's me counting on them tomorrow. I'm just a typical member in the team, the main characters are the other team members. Not matter what will happen tomorrow, just do your best and relax. Feel it and you'll sing well, just like i told you so. Win or lose is not that important, experience that you get is priceless.
I'm saying the result is not so important, but actually it's a lie. I do care about it, but i still have to accept it even if we lose. Life still goes on right? But i'll need some time to take it. Hopefully, we'll get in to top 5, and then the champion. National level is tough, if we can get there, it's real lucky for us. Like the year before, we never expect to win the national level, but the experience and fun we got, you'll never understand.
If we lose on tomorrow, probably it's the last time i'm in the team then. So, you can now imagine how i feel...
Good luck to everyone, to me, and thanks for everyone who support us. I owe you guys.
SAUJANA CHOIR THE BEST!
KL CHAMPION, HERE WE COME~

pReFeCt CaMp 2008

Prefect camp 2008, let's start with the pictures. Although it's little but that's all i got.

Shiao Yen, you are so cute! And SEXY!

Tomaoto the pirate. hahahaha... NOPE! She's the mummy of the day!

My teammates and our creation =)

Prefects take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

This camp was nice. At least enough for me as a memory for my last year. Glad to joined and i really do enjoy it. It wasn't that bad as i thought. You know lar... In school wor... First time ma...
Compare with the other camps that i went, this was the most clean, most easy, most short one. And the time we take meal is even more than a normal 3 days camp -..-" Honestly, i never eat a single food from there since the first meal =P Only water, i can't live without water. Everytime they eat i'm the only one who always walk and messing around with holding a cup of water/tea. I just don't want to eat the food, no any other reason. And that's why i served every meal to the others at the food counter. Plus, i incharge for the food ^..^V
We won the 1st prize, with unexpected. Seriously, we got #6 just a few hours ago, and then become #1. I know many people want to kill me because i said something which turns the results 360 degree. But first i only thought to be fair and everyone can be winners. If you feel like killing me then go ahead and i won't blame you. I would like to say sorry if i ever make any mistake that makes you feel unfair or something.
Well anyway, we still won. Of course i felt happy for that. We, i mean they, my teammates really put lots of effort for the mummy XD

Team Respect ROCKS!

Thanks to Marianne, who tolerate me in these 2 days, i'm glad you came for the camp and i will remember the time we've spent together XP
Thanks to the Miss Mummy Shiao Yen, she's the heroin for the day! *applause* XP
Thanks to Su Wen, who combed my hair for me and pull my bra for so many times XP
Thanks to Qi Ying, who always play with me with anything that around us XP
Thanks to Shye Wei, Yen Ling and Chi Yan, for sharing your time with me, and wake us up in time XP
Thanks to Char Lie, who also pull my bra the most and taught me the new way to pull people's bra XP
Thanks to everyone, especially my teammates, they did very well, not to say we are the best but we tried our best to get the best of the best.
I swear i will not forget these 2 days in my whole life. Appreciate it. Prefects of SMK Seri Saujana, GO GO GO~

Lastly, let us cheer for one last time---

*claps*
HOT TO GO!
H-O-T-T-O-G-O~
KUMPULAN SATU HOT TO GO~
SAY WHOOM~ WHOOM~
HOT TO GO~
SAY WHOOM~ WHOOM~
HOT TO GO~
SAY H-O-T-T-O-G-O~
KUMPULAN SATU HOT TO GO!
AHH WHOOOM!
^0^W

Thanks to Marianne and Shiao Yen again, for making me sneez together with you both =D

i FoUnD SoMeThInG...

I found this, obviously someone dropped it. Nah... Lost and found here...
A devil voodoo >=P


This is NOT for sell! I still want to live for now.
Who's the owner? Guess =)

pEi MuN's BiRtHdAy...

Celebrated Pei Mun's birthday after school today. The actual day is tomorrow but since no school, we celebrate for her early a day. As usual, we sang the birthday song to her. Yes the whole canteen can hear our voices for sure. Ok let's cut the crap, pictures time...

We're singing the birthday song... Happy birthday to you~

Cut the cake! Oh by the way, the cake is made by Feh Fan ^o^ woooooooooo...

Yummy~

Feh Fan, what are you looking at eh? heheheheeeee...

Happy Sweet Couple Friends ^..^V

Group picture

This is taken when we creating the retard video. Ok they are really very retarded -..-"

Feh Fan, your cake is nice! Delicious! Thanks MT for giving me a ride. Owe you another McFlurry =)
Thank you everyone who joined us today, hope there's another party like this next time.
Good day people.

Once again, Happy Birthday Pei Mun!

Tomorrow going to Pudu Girl School gathering, those who going please bring extra bra and underwear, well i mean t-shirt and pants XP

i'M tIrEd... rEaLLy TiReD...

Another rainy day. Luckily wasn't in school.
So went to basketball with the boys in early the morning, since i wanna find victim to release my anger. Obviously, i was late. Like 1 hour? Then i reached the court, but see no one else there yet. Farn Yeong called, said he and his dear brother Farn Ye was changing shirts -..-" Deng! I thought i was the last to reach, BUT, seems like the boys are never be punctual on time. So next time if you ask them to go somewhere, tell the time 2 hours early.
The floor was wet like hell and i fall once T..T blame the rain. Our game end at 12.15pm. Me go meet Chun Seng and others for next game, i mean badminton. Suddenly, Feh Fan called and said they will be a bit late. As a normal human of course i asked fo the reason, i was shocked after he told me. Chun Seng kena accident! I was like OMFG! Then he said "No lar.. Just a little bit scratch only.. Not that kind of serious accident lar.." Then i met the guys at the 'accident' place and then to Chun Seng's house.
I keep scolding in the car, well not really scold lar because he wasn't in my car. I was talking to Feh Fan and Wai Kit since i fetch them. Mostly was scold, because i really don't like the way Chun Seng drive. He once fetch me, and then i swear to my friends never gonna sit his car anymore. Drive slow is not a problem, but he never really look the things around him when he's driving. Too close to another car and never notice the car is coming towards him.
Well, just a note to all the drivers, never rely on someone to help you look around when you're the one who driving. Luckily it was just a small scratch -..-"
Went to Carrfour for while, Chun Seng need to buy grip for his racket. Saw a bag! Want it badly cause my racket bag's string sudah patah. But it cost 99 bucks T..T Nevermind, still can use it ma... Beside, i want to buy tons of things now o..O When can i go shoooooooooping?!?!?!?!
*ahem* Badminton was crazy. And yea, finally i released my anger and frustration. Plus, i twisted my wist and ankle, AGAIN. It's usual for me, not the first time already lar...
haih... Project time. I still haven't write a single word on a paper. Gonna finish up by this week. Shit lar.. I got lots of things to do you know... You think i'm very free is it now?
Stop stressing me lar.. LEAVE ME ALONE!