Let Me Brain Wash Myself...

Valentine's Day, not the Valentine's Day, it's the movie called Valentine's Day, will be show on next year february. Lots of lots of stars are in it and I really can't wait for it to show. Well, mostly because of Taylor Swift and Emma Roberts are starring =P And Emma's aunt, Julia Roberts, Ashton Kutcher, Jessica Alba, Anna Hathaway, Karen's favorite Taylor Lautner and Patrick Dempsey, more and more that I can't really remember. Heard that Joe Jonas is in too -..-" Suck. Well who cares? I just want Taylor and Emma! Oh I mean Taylor Swift not Taylor Lautner =)

Though it'll only show on february next year, but there's a trailer now. I know, Feh Fan, you are going to like it XP

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Since the trailer didn't put this up... I feel a little bit awkward about it o..O

OMG Please Tell Me This Is Not Happening!!!

Avril Lavigne is separating with her husband DERYCK!!!

According to her *click*fan site and her official *click*MySpace, it confirmed that Avril is separating her Deryck Whibley from Sum41 band! It's been 6 and a half years they've been together. But Avril said they are still ramaining in a good friendship. Haih... Why all the bad things are just keep on coming?!!

Well, there's nothing we can do about it, except wish her the best. She's still young isn't her? I believe she can find another good man for her life.

I was thinking what to blog today. But there. I got a big news. A sad one.

Hope she's alright. And so do Taylor!

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I'm Proud Of You... You're Stronger Than I Thought...

So Taylor got interviewed on The View talked about the incident. As I said, she's strong. Then she performed 2 songs - Fifteen & You Belong With Me- with acoustic version. It was COOL! Gonna practice them again =)

Let's watch the videos then...

The interview

Fifteen - Notice her name on the wall behind her?? I liked it very much!!!

You Belong With Me

Amazing isn't it?? Oh and guess what? President Obama called Kanye West a JACKASS!!! HA! Now that's what I call president =)

Need proof? Take a look... *click it* Obama labelled Kanye as JACKASS! There's even a short video for it, though it's NOT about the jackass thingy. But anyhow, I'm glad he said it though he shouldn't.

I'm still not done with that asshole. I don't know why I'm very mad about it, as if he insulted my sister -..-"

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Take that Kanye!

BOYCOTT KANYE WEST!!! *EDIT*

I'm damn pissed off now. Don't ask why, just watch.



Kanye West is a jerk! A mother fucking bastard! He ruined Taylor's night! It was her first VMA! How could he do that to her?!! If I was there I would have hit him on stage on that very moment! I HATE HIM TIL THE DAY I DIE! YOU HEAR ME?!! It was very nice of Beyonce for what she did. Taylor deserves it anyway. Any comment please DO tell me or leave it in my cbox. Or you can tell me on msn I don't mind. Because I'm really REALLY mad about that son of a bitch right now T..T



But this made me feel slightly better...



She did this a minute after that incident happened. She stay strong and performed an amazing show. We should be proud of her. She handled it well. Way to go Taylor! I'll always love you here! =)

BOYCOTT KANYE WEST EVERYONE!!!

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Hope You're Doing Well There...

I'm worried. Not about myself, it's about someone else, someone I always care for. I don't think I should talk about it in here. Just hope that she's doing fine there.

P.S.: If you're reading this, you know who you are. Stay strong girl.

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Now I Announce You... I'm BROKE!

Yeah you read it right. I'm broke =)

I'm in deep down trouble now. Something just happened for the first time in my life and I hope/pray/beg it's the last one. It's one of my worst say. I'm in hell.

Because of that happened, I have to stop spending out any BIG cost from now on. I even have to borrow money from friend. Yeah. Yvonne Kow Kar Mun is borrowing MONEY $$$ from her friend. Isn't that making the headline around the town?? Please forgive if I refuse to hang out with you now, I'm really really really really REALLY do need to save money and pay my debt. How I wish that never happened.

I regret for what I've done. My friends keep asking me to move on and look forward since I can't do anything for what just happened. I know they're trying to make me feel better and I really appreciate it. But when I close my eyes before I fall to sleep, those scenes just flash out here and there, it makes me feel worse. Why didn't I listen to my mom?!! If I never went out that day, everything would just maintain normal. I'll never forgot this day - September 4th. It's worse than I couldn't get a ticket for Taylor Swift & Avril Lavigne concert.

Ivan offered to help me out by money problem. How on earth can you get such a nice friend like him? He's always there for me no matter what. Though we had a big fight 2 weeks ago and almost end our friendship. I can't stop thanking him for lending me his money. And he keep saying what are friends for? He's my best man. But whenever he says that to me, I feel so useless. The more he say, the more I feel guilty and bad. Why am I always the troublemaker and my friends always cover for me? I won't say that I don't need help, but I don't ask for help. I mean, in those serious cases, like I did recently. FYI I don't even ask my mom for help. If it's not necessary or really no other way, maybe I'll ask. Well I guess in this case is exceptional. I already asked for help didn't I? Got the money from Ivan. See? Told you he's my best man.

I'd rather die in it. At least no one will ever care to settle down for me.

P.S.: Second semester starts tomorrow. Feels complicated.

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So Long Hello!!!

*Ahem* Hello everyone! I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

2 weeks holiday now. It's driving me crazy! Been thinking where to go for the next day =P But mostly just hanging out with some 'friends'. Yea 'friends'. NOT imaginary friends! I mean FRIENDS! Yea well, you got it.

Anywayyyyyyy, thanks to Su Wen. If it wasn't her I would be bored until dead now. We've been chatting until midnight in these two days? Is it? I forgot. Well, who cares... Our topic, oh you won't want to know. It was all about T-Swift, but now we got a few new ones, Dakota Fanning & Emma Roberts =) They are awesome right? I know... She has been claiming about it on her blog, her conversations, her mind, her brain and etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc... *Don't stare at me Su Wen. We all read your blog =/*

I don't know why, but she makes me feel semangat to watch T-Swift's videos again *Yes please don't be perasan now* I know what you're thinking! wuahahahahaha... *cough* *cough* And she made me watched New Moon trailer! 'DON'T... GET ME UPSET...' by Jacob a.k.a Taylor Lautner. I think I will only remember this for the whole New Moon movie -..-"

But anyhow, here comes T-Swift! ~ ~ ~ 's best friend, Abigail. HAHA GOTCHA! But Taylor was there too X)



Gotta practice my guitar tomorrow. I mean later. Damn semangat now! =P

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They both are shooting for a new film together called Valentine's Day! MUST WATCH IT!

Long waited...

Hey guys! Sorry for long waiting. Been busy with works and my college life. Final exams and assignments is here so, have to rush them all in once. And I had 3 weeks holiday XP But I spent most of the time with my friends and my works + college homework. Holiday doesn't mean you have time to rest yo. Have to meet up with lecturer according to my timeline, listen to his criticize on my work, then change again and again. End up I have to redo all T..T Don't ask me why. Freaking photoshop Megan Fox is a S-U-P-E-R H-A-R-D work to do guys. Trust me. It's H-A-R-D!

Wanna meet my computer graphic lecturer? Here he is... We called him... Mr. Pinky X) Only when he's not around of course!

Ignore the stick face, it was Andrew's face actually. But I think it looks more like Mr. Low don't you think?

A lot of dramas going on in my holiday. Ooh trust me, you don't wanna know what they are. I thought I have helped it out but somehow it doesn't work in my way T..T Life isn't it?

So how were you guys doing out there? I've learned how to bake a meringue from Ivan. It looks like a pie to me though. Whatever. As long I did all the main stuff ^o^ Feh Fan said it was ugly. You are the ugly one! I dare you to say that again, don't ever spoke to me again!

C'mon it's my first time! How could you say it's ugly?!! It was delicious I can assure you. No lie.

Alice's birthday is coming! Having a buffet gathering in her house this saturday night. Please do GO for it if you got invited. I'll make sure you it's a fun night =)

Oh Taylor Swift won 2 Teen Choice Awards!!! YOOO HOOO~ Watch her clips on youtube, two of her best friends Abigail and Kellie made a surprise for her. VMA's coming too. Vote for her please!!! VOTE!!!

OK there's more to come in this month. Stay tune X)

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Happy Birthday Marianne!!!

Marianne is going to be 1 year older in few minutes.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!

So sorry that I can't celebrate with you (which I never really did), but still you know I love you right? I've been start thinking about your present since last year XP Seriously.

I can still remember what you did for my previous birthday. Like those cupcakes you baked with Ying & Ern, it was really sweet of you girls and I'm so touched that you girls spent your time just to bake them for your servant, me. Yes you're still my boss =)


But what I feel regret is that I didn't take much photo with you when I'm in high school. We know each other in that late time, but still I had a great time with you every moment, except when you're in bad mood *stop staring at me with THAT look* And the Missy Micey doo doll that I bought you for christmas, until now I still thought that is for your birthday -..-" But anyhow, I'm glad that you like it *I know you do, just admit it*


I never forgot everything about us. Unfortunately the time doesn't allow us to spend more together. But thank you for giving me such a great years, hope you feel that way too. I've got to be honest with you, you're the only one I do really care among all of my friends. Just like a little sister to me, which I know you hate that, but at least that's how I felt. I remember when we first met, I lost my voice and we communicate with papers, you asked me "You know my sister?" haha... That was so funny and it last for few days until I got my voice back. Then I know Su Wen and others from you because you always hang out with them. I'm glad that I got to know them in my life, they are such good friends and always take care of you aren't they? Or you're the one who taking care them? Hahaha...

I was worry, but you always not telling me what happened to you. I don't know why, whether you don't trust me or you don't wanna trouble me, or you don't want me to be worry, either way, I'm still treat you like my sister, a good friend. Do I sound like a psycho here?? Hahaha... That is just how I feel for you, don't mind ya? Honestly, I don't treat people like that because I'm not good in communicate with other human XP You're the only one I'm comfortable with, because I don't know what others are thinking about and that's what I fear the most. You're mysterious but yet I feel great together with you. No guessing, no bullshit, just fun and laugh. All the creepy ideas you have in your mind, it makes me laugh all the time. That's another thing that I admire you about. Such creative...

Remember the day when I walked you home? You were begging me not to look at your photo where it's on top of your piano. You played me Corpse Bride pieces, I was sitting on the couch and thinking when are you going to stop complaining about the award you got from school. But I do agree with your point though =P Remember the day you return to school after camp? I was surprised that you hugged me from the back all in sudden where I have no idea you were coming down from the stairs with Su Wen. That moment, I really felt that finally you remember that I exist in this world. That's really sweet when a friend suddenly do that to you. Remember the prefect prom night? Whenever I think about it, I'll smile from the deep heart. That was one of the best night I've ever had in my life. Urgh, those days huh?

Just to let you know, though I'm not around you anymore, but my love for you is still here. Whatever happens just give ma a call or leave a message, I never said no to you right? And thanks for everything you did for me, I appreciate it, more than you know.

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Happy Brithday, Marianne.

I thought it was all a dream...

So it's been 3 days after MJ's dead, we truly wish him RIP. You'll be in our heart all the time.

My heard for MJ's news was from a funny 'dream' I shall say. Because I'll on my Hi-Fi every night when I sleep so it would keep me company with music all night. So somewhere in the morning, I heard something about Micheal is dead or stuff that announced by the DJ, I thought I was dreaming on that time so I didn't really care or bother to wake up and find out what happened. Around afternoon, I was texting with my friend while driving to college, all the radio stations are playing Micheal's songs like mad. I thought there's must be something wrong with the stations today. What's wrong with all the radio channels??? Then we somehow talk about H1N1 and my friend tells me that MJ is dead. I was like huh? What? Excuse me? Am I looking at the wrong message or it's just my illusion? Maybe I should really get a spec now. But it's true! MJ IS dead!

So it wasn't a dream at all. The radion did announced that MJ's dead news while I'm sleeping and I heard it with my two ears very clearly. But the weird part is, I've also heard Kanye West is one of the victim of something about H1N1 -..-" I know. Weird.

After that I was stunned. Not because I'm his fan, but we've lost a King of Pop now. Though he acted weird since all the surgery thingy around him, but he was one of the best singer and dancer in the music industry. Who could really do the exact same moonwalk move like him? The unique of his voice when he sings, no one can replace him for any reason. Anyhow, all we have to do is just to pray that he's in peace now.

Life is really unpredictable, we should appreciate every seconds that we've spent and about to spend. So I just did what I wanted to do for long time ago today! What is it? I can't tell XP

Why is everyone listening to MJ's songs right now?! Just because he's dead? And why must we only listen to his songs when AFTER he's dead?? Then what about the time when he's alive??

And Larian Saujana is... errr... fun? Karen, you owe me. BIG time.

Everyone, to a great superstar. And our life =)

Oh oh! Did I tell you that I dreamed about Kris Allen teaching me guitar?!! HAHAHAHAHA... Yes I DID!

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No more hyper...

Nothing to say. The hyper from yesterday were gone. Back to down again.

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This is what I'm talking about...

I DID WHAT I DREAMED!

"Great Minds Think Alike" - Su Wen

Well, I would say Great Minds Do Alike too because we practically did the very same thing today. We were actually texting each other while I was stuck in a stupid traffic jam on the way back home. Raining make it worse...

We were actually talking about Taylor Swift (HAHA! We both are crazy fans I can assure you!) I told her that the radio is playing You Belong With Me by Taylor, it's a hit now because Taylor performed it in CMT few days ago. She was excited about it and replied me that the Should've Said No performance is the best. Because of the water fall and the surprise clothes changing on stage were amazing. Then I said I totally agree with her. Go search youtube, it's a really good performance. See, we think alike.

The best part is, she was doing oral today in school. She sang Love Story by Taylor =) Her teacher was impressed and actually like the song. Hope she did well there. The other hand, I was singing Crazier by Taylor too, for my presentation today. I performed the whole song just like Taylor did in Hannah's movie. Oooooooh I like the feel man! Even though I messed up some part, bur overall I think I did pretty good. Can be better but I was scared like freak and I almost want to cry out =P I never did this before and the audiences are my lecturer and classmates which I'm not even close with anyone of them, yet. But still, I like it!

I chose Hannah Montana movie as my topic, obviously I just change my mind at the very last minute because I wanted to sing a song and basically that's what I can do well on anything. So I just made something up and get to my song. I practiced it at 5am in the morning until 7am. YES I didn't get to sleep much today and I was super hyper! Last night, I told Su Wen that the movie inspired me of something which I wanted to perform my own song on stage one day. Yes my very own song which compose by myself. I DID it today! Not with my own song though, but I believe that my dreams will come true one day. We've got to have hope and faith right? Heh... So yea, the part that I messed up is because I'm freaking nervous and I don't have time to practice more on the song. It's not an excuse I know, but I'm trying to find one now hahahaha...

I will get the video from my friend tomorrow. Hopefully she upload it today and bring it to me. Ahhh today is really means a lot to me. I never felt this way before. I think I'm going to do it again, it's just a matter of time and depends on where and why am I performing. I like the feel when everyone sing with me. It feels like a mini concert and everybody can sing out loud. I FALL IN LOVE WITH MY GUITAR!

SuWen: STOP thanking me for the paper delivery! I don't wanna answer it anymore! And you were right. We think and do alike X) I Love You too.

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I got dumped!

OK this post is for what happened on tuesday.

So I planned to watch 2 movies with 2 of my close friends. But I have to watch the first one alone because they don't like to watch it, which is Hannah Montana. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a fan of her but because Taylor Swift is appearing for few seconds, I can't missed the chance right? So everything was going right when I watch it, except that I overslept and missed out the begining part. But still I got to watch the shoe fight between Hannah and Tyra =) It was funny.

When Taylor's on, I can't help myself but I kept on laughing/smiling. Since there's only 6 people in the cinema, people would think I'm crazy or something XP She actually sang the whole song in the movie! Which is amazing!!! You know? AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cough cough* Yea just because of that 3 minutes scenes I went to watch the whole show alone *nod nod* If you're a fans of someone, you will be understanding why I did that.

Finished the movie. Meet up with my two friends. Before the day I was asking my friend what to watch and he said Drag Me To Hell. Good choice isn't it? I already told him that it's a horror movie and he's still go with it. "Drag Me To Hell!!!" Excitement huh? But guess what happened? We went in, settle down. Half an hour later, we walked out. Why? Because the girl is scared like hell and the boy asked to leave. What can I do? Say no? Would you say that to your friends?

Fine. We walked out. Don't ask me how I feel that moment because I'm trying to control really hard there. Then we went to MPH, separated. Suddenly got a called, he said wanna fetch the girl go home. I bet you don't wanna know HOW exactly I feel at that very right moment. I'm not blaming anyone here, but what if it happened to you one day? That you are excited and good enough to ask your friends to hang out for movie, and suddenly all comes out ruin your original plan, what would you feel?? Seriously I'm not blaming my friends here but, think about others k? And you don't even give me a single apology call or message. Am I not important to you or what? I know she's on top of your list but I'm the one who asking you out. Should think about how your friends feel right?

So I went to my cousin's home for work. Not to work actually but somehow I have to finish up my previous job. What a wonderful date huh?

Lesson learned: Never hang out with them again if you want to watch a nice yet horror movie.

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Another week...

So it's been 2 months since I started my college life. Damn. I miss high school so much.

College gives me another level to challenge stuff. Lots of assignments of course, new people new environment, a brand new page in my life. But so far, I enjoyed every minute still... Plus we are going to switch place to Jaya One. More bigger and nicer. Upgraded facilities and more FOOD! Starbucks + Coffee Bean ^o^ But I still don't know how to go there now T..T Someone please help if you know???

Last week we've learned something new. Check it out!

My idea and I did it myself. Don't laugh -..-"

Ok this idea is weird I know, but thanks to Zak he did all the job for me =)

Another Star Wars II poster which I lazy to upload here haha... Right now I feel freaking excited, don't ask 'cause I don't know the reason why. Maybe Taylor makes my day because she won 2 awards in CMT! Best Video & Best Female Video! Look she's HOT!!!

I looooooooooooove every dresses she wear XP

Thought I would not wear one.. At least not now.
For more pictures and video please visit the site http://www.cmt.com/
Oh oh there's a new video from Taylor feat T-Pain! Fun and cool! Visit Su Wen's blog =P
CMT over, but TeenChoice coming up! Please please PLEASE vote for Taylor Swift for everything!!!
Visit the site then create an account http://www.teenchoiceawards.com/webdev/index.php and DO vote for her and your favorite one! You can vote it ONCE in EVERYDAY!!! What are you waiting for?!! QUICK!!! Move you ass and click the link now!!!

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Ain't she cute?!!

Stupid Computer Graphic...

Never stopped giving us assignments do you? "I will torture you guys I tell you!" Ahh well... Whatever.

Vector portraits done, what's next? 5 types of fonts? Stupid. I know it's a good to train our creativity though. Somehow I just don't like your face even more now, right after you said that sentence -..-"

Anyway, let's not waste time on that Mr. Pink. A little update here just for the beauty for my blog >o< though ="P">

But it's fun when you to class and everyone welcoming you once you step in. That's enough for me to cheer up for the day =) It's fun to hang out with new friends, they are really funny. Well at least for me they are, you know I'm not quite well in social. Even Ivan called me one of the anti-social member =/ I'm not! Just shy and quiet when I don't know the people around me. Anyway...

One of the fun thing was Mr. Tan - Presentation Skills lecturer - asked us to write comments about everyone. Just pass the paper around and let others to write down the comments to you. I got very funny stuff. Wanna know? Ask me for it through online ahahahhahahaha! I like it a lot honestly.

Just received a message from Feh Fan while typing the last sentence above. He PASSED his driving test! *applause* I replied good for him and congrats. Don't get me wrong, I congrats to myself because no need to fetch him anymore =X

Feh Fan, I don't care. My car only fit those who cannot drive yet. You're out of my list now XP

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Final Round!

Final round tomorrow! Thanks to Debbie for polishing them today. It really helped a lot. I mean A LOT.

Hopefully tomorrow everything will go smooth n fine =) Let's pray for other schools are suck XP I'm bad I know. But who doesn't wish to huh? We're the last team to perform tomorrow, hope the judgers will attract with us more than the others. This explain why sometimes the last team will win =/ The judgers will always remember the last performance in their mind. What? I studied for psychology k? But main is advertising HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

Video uploaded on youtube. Feel free to take a view and comments ya. Mistakes and everything are welcome. All we can do now is pray hard to do their best. There's nothing that we can help but them. Champion is just few inches away now, the fate is in their hands, to achieve, or give up.

Well let's talk about something to cheer up. My classmates are creeeeeeepy~ Today our topic is any topic in our lives. And most of them talked about ghost story. For real, they have been experience it or happened to their friends. And the freaky thing is, Esther, one of my classmate saw a figure in the toilet which Zak sat next to it. They were like "AHHHHHHHHH! WHAT THE FUCK?!!" I was laughing so hard because I don't really scared of those stuff. Of course I do afraid of ghost, but in story telling time or movie time, I don't really feel the scary thing. I WENT TO THE TOILET RIGHT AFTER THE CLASS END. Some of them even brought pictures t oshow us. Our lecturer purposely switched off the lights. He's damn evil, yet he's cute and funny. We like him a lot.

Okay it's not very cheery I guess =X hahaha... Anyway I'm fun to hang out with them. They are friendly to me. At least that's what I think of. Hey I'm innocent @o@

Pray hard will ya? Please... Cheers~

First task done...

It's been 3 week for my college life, feels like 3 months, or maybe years. Who say college is very free??

This week is assignment week, seriously I'm confused who's actually in my team. Somehow I managed to finish my first task within 1 night. 12 graphics in 1 night! 1 freaking night!!! It's not perfect obviously, it's suck, but I finished them anyway, so who cares? Assignment only ma... -..-"

But the fun is I'm getting close with my new friends. Though not all of them but most of them are really friendly. Especially a girl name Virginie, I call her V. Speaking of new friends, Zak already have a girlfriend within 3 weeks college started. College huh? Come as fast go even faster. But they are quite cute when they together, we always laugh at them. Andrew and I were always ejek them as we create some scary story according to our 'logical' mind ^o^

I'm going to get a laptop! But it's only matter of time hahahahhaa... Soon, very soon. But I want a new phone. I wanted to get a new one since last year. I got my own money but mom said don't buy first. Then when, mom? WHEN?!! Never mind... Since I've been waiting for so long, a little longer won't be hurt.

Well, I'm a shopaholic I know. I'm addicted to starbucks even more now =P And the guy worked there is zuper cute!

What A Beautiful Day...

We got in top 5! yoooohoooooooooooooooooooo~

Well I should say that I already knew about it. The night before I thought we are good enough to beat the others. Until today, after the competition, I felt like we will definitely be on the top 5 list. Though I didn't stay until the end but it's no surprise that saujana can be the top 5 this year. But seriously I cannot concentrate my studies during classes. I was thinking that what if someone call me in the middle of the class and tell me the news? And I was right! Karen called me during classes. She shouted like hell when she told me the good news. Well I have to say that I'm really really proud of you guys. You guys deserve what you have paid off. I'm just too excited now =)

I'm not going to make a thank-who list here since it's not like my business. But I'm proud to be part of the team. I enjoyed to spent time with you guys today. You guys always give me a hard time yet most fun time after all. Just have to say, THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR EFFORTS!

We got lot more things to do now. Prepare and polish our mistake, I mean their mistakes, since I'm not a saujanian anymore. Anyway I do hope that we can get the champion this year. We got the chance and I know that you guys can do it. Alright then, let's celebrate this lovely moment! Our first victory!

I Love You Guys!

Cheers~

Competition makes me high~

I finally started my college life. It wasn't what I expected but it was fine. But to the you the truth, I don't feel like going anymore right after the first day =/ I'm suck.

Anyway, choir competition is on soon. What they receive is what they gave. Honestly, I don't have much hope for them this year. The reason is too easy for you to guess, so I'm not telling =X I hope they won't disappoint me tomorrow, but it's not like I'm the one who get paid or anything, it's their fate and destiny. They control the game, their own game.
I won't give up, not so easily. I believe they can get to the top 5. They actually not bad you know? They just haven't get enough experience and the 'procedure' has not being done well this year. Just pray that other team are bad =P
I know saujana choir pretty well, they always did the best at the end. I'm looking forward to watch their beautiful performance. Even if they didn't get it to top 5, they are always the best for me. Seriously, where can you find a choir team like us? There's only one and the only one, that's us. Always the happy easy going funky choir group. We went crazy when we get high!
Just hope and pray everything's ok and perfect tomorrow. Top 5 is our target so far, if they get in, national level of course =)
I know they can do it. Because I feel like I'm part of them all the time. Win or lose, you guys are the best for me. Be confident and keep smiling =]

What we want, will do whatever to achieve it.

Cruel Intension

First of all, Happy 18th Birthday to Feh Fan. Finally you have become one of us, now all you need is just a driving license and a car. Great dinner though, unfortunately today's topic is not about you. Well... You probably know what happened.

It's been 10 years we've been best friends. Time really does fly like... ... Well I couldn't think of any right word to fit in, you know what I mean. We're being friends since childhood, same primary school, neighbors for years, until I moved to be with my mother. And I definitely remembered all the time we've spent to play, lucky to have him in my childhood honestly. We always cover each other. Well I should probably say that he's the one who always cover me. That's why I appreciate him so much like a family. He's a really innocence guy, especially when facing girls... The girl that he have a crush on I shall say. He knows how to take care of people, his general knowledge is incredible, at least for me. But most of the time he doesn't know how to deal with things around him. You can say he's stupid or blur, yet you'll think he's very smart thinking. But somehow, it's a disaster for being his friend. You have listen to his crap about his feeling. I kinda enjoy that, in some way. Because I feel like I'm the only one he can trust and rely on, proud is the right word I guess. Being his friend, you have to know what to do next when he's in trouble. What I mean trouble is basicly like when he can't find someone he wants to contact, he will panic. Then this is the time you come out and solve the problem for him. Because he will only call the cell phone, you have to remind him to call the house phone as well. There you go. I'm being like his mother all the time. Teaching a little boy how to deal things in daily.

Being with a toy for 10 years is easy, but being friends for 10 years? Not everyone in the world can actually do that. Maybe you don't agree, but it's true. There's always new things are fresh than the old things. Can you actually keep a toy for 10 years? Not for me at least. FYI, I always wanted to be a psychologist. I like to study people, read their body language, sometimes face expressions betray their owners. I won't say that I'm good in that, but I do think I know him better than anyone else. I can read his mind. Once he move a step, I know what he's thinking right at the moment. Frankly, he's no good in lying. I KNOW when he's telling the truth and when he's lying to me or the others. He asked why am I always know what he's thinking in his mind, I couldn't give him an answer, because I really don't have one. I JUST know it. That's it. End of the story. In the past 10 years, we did lots of bad things to each other. Never spoke to each other for weeks, or months? But mostly I was the one who talk to him first. 'Cause mostly are my faults, I guess? I just felt guilty. And he forgave me every single time.

But this time, I don't know anymore. Lots of things happened and changed in 10 years. As we growing up and getting older, judging people and storing the negatives are increasing, don't we? Teenage eh? We can always remember what others done to us and do repay or do revenge. Human is complicated. Human being is ridiculous. Human mind is safisticated. Gosh where did I just came out that sentence? Doesn't make any sense at all! Funny...

Maybe because he is my best friend, I do care about everything happens between us. I can't face him with this, anger. Yet I want to be like the old days. He's always there for me. I share almost everything with him. Happy or sad, sweet or sour. That's what friends for huh? Thanks to Marianne taught me that.

People say true friends will do everything for you, it's true you know? Because it really did happened to me. I'm lucky to experience that in my life. Not to say one friend, but those friends who always be with me, they really did a good job. Every night I'll refresh my mind to remember who help me out of trouble and sadness. Seriously, true friend is hard to find. Do appreciate them if you found one, or above. Because I'm in confused situation, being stuck in many ways, I need to tell you my experience. What I've been through wasn't easy. Of course so does everybody else. Not like I'm the only one who suffer on this earth, there's lot more people who suffer more than million times that you can imagine. At least I can still crap about my feelings through here =)

Being a 10 years friend, I can study his moves, his mind, share his knowledges, but I never learned how to be a good friend in 10 years time. How pathetic.

I am still struggling now, hope tomorrow is a different day.

Come to think of that, a movie can really helps you to relax for moments.



Confession Of A Shopaholic is not bad. I like this film a lot. I thought the book is nice too. Should buy some other series. And for that, Feh Fan and Jun Lim think I'm very talented to be one of the shopaholic. Well thanks guys. I like the Shopaholic name. Hey everyone! My new nickname is Yvonne the Shopaholic! Oh I'm so prrrrrroud!

Finally Gone...

Wedding done. It was great, I got drunk =) Feel happy to my brother and touched when they kissed and getting happier in future.

My cousin went back to Germany too, which mean my aunt is gone as well, but is it a good thing or bad? o..O I miss my cousin as she walked down to the departure way... We both cried, we can't see each other for another few years again. Although she only came here for 2 weeks, but we already knew each other since we were kids, is tough for us to apart like that. Maybe because of we are both in young age and we are real close though she lived in far away from me. The moment she cried, I was trying real hard to control my tears, she told me not to cry because she wants a happy fairwell.

Now I just feel a bit awkward because she's not around anymore. 2 weeks is not long, but it wasn't a short time either. We've been doing things together everyday, we've been talking every night before we sleep. It just tough for me to see her go. But we still can meet each other in future right? Hey send me my pictures k? XP

Wedding pictures will be upload soon. Now I have to get rest as much as I can. It's been an exhausted weeks for me. I'll be back =P

Love you Lizzy, you are the best cousin. I'll miss you a lot here.

P.S.: Taylor's Love Story MV is good hor? ^o^

Really Busy Week >=|

My brother is getting married on this saturday and a lot of things going on.. I'm really exhausted. Plus my aunt, she never stop annoying. Now I understand why my cousin always fight with her, almost all the time.

Been busy with working stuff and my brother's wedding day, how I wish I can separate my body for them and do all the things at the same time, then I can finish them in one day that should have take me 2 weeks to prepare. God! Not like I'm getting married?!!

I have to squeeze my schedule for my work, wedding preparation, aunt's daily schedule all into 2 weeks, as in EVERYDAY. Yup I'm still working on sunday, and I have to wake up at 8 and sleep at 2 something, in the morning. Yes you can say I'm lazy or whatever, but I honestly don't like to deal with that. I don't mind to work everyday, I don't mind to prepare everything for the wedding day, but seriously to my aunt, I rather stay at my boss's home. At least I can finish my work on time and I get to have a tiny little time for me to do my own things.

Oh choir, you're on your own now. I really don't have the time for you guys, I'm so sorry. Of course Feh Fan will be helping, just without me there *though I know I'm not important at all* But still, work hard guys! Competition is near around, and you don't want to miss the chance! Choir future is on your hand. Err... Well not like I'm the mother of choir. Hahahahaha...

Yes I am whining now. I mean it. E.V.E.R.Y single word I said. Well... Maybe just a few. I don't care. Back to my work again.

Hope to see my friends soon. Though I met few of them these days.

P.S: I still haven't get my result yet because i went to Thailand. Not in perpose but I have no choice. Seriously. Save me from hell!!!

I need TAYLOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nightmares begin...

My aunt from Germany is going to be here like... Couple of hours away... God I know this march is not going to be easy for me.

Results + aunt = DIE

Gonna spend most of my time for my aunt and cousin. The worst month in my life. Sigh... My cousin can't get Taylor's album for me. How could that happened??!!! Sorry Su Wen T..T

I'm gonna try other way, I don't care how! No matter what I must get her album! BOTH albums!!!

Happy Valentines...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!

Just got back from mid valley with friends, not celebrate for valentines but we just plan to walk around and movie. They watched Eden Lake, a horror movie I guess? I didn't watch because I don't like it. But seriously, mid valley is a hit place to meet your friends, whether they're close to you or not, you can just simply seen any similar faces in every corner. I met Ann Na and Ann Nie, obviously what do you think they were there huh? Haha... Then I met Park Leng and Weng Ban, Sin Yee and her BF, Jie Hao and his gang, Pik Chee as well. Speaking of Ann Na, actually I have a feeling to call her when I reached there but I stopped, because I think she probably busy today, valentine's day ma... But somehow I saw her and her sis walking around. What a chance.
We ate dinner at YoYo Snack. Yea where else we can think of? We, I mean THEY talked about girls obviously, looking around to see some pretty ladies. But we also talked about some crazy stuff, I nearly choked.
Bought some stuff which requested by friends, but can't think of any present to buy for others. Sorry pal, I'm out of idea this year T..T Got vanilla ice-blended from coffee bean. Yes I know starbucks better, Su Wen. But it's near MPH, I lazy to walk to the other side XP
So this is my valentines day, every year the same. I enjoy being single =)

But still wish my friends couple friends Happy Valentines...

Grammy Awards...

Hey so I was talking about grammy yesterday, not exciting as I expected, but few performance are cool.
Of course first come Taylor and Miley's duet the best for me. They sang 'Fifteen' which wrote by Tay, different kind of thing from the original, I like it. Then Katy Perry sang 'I Kissed A Girl', I don't like that song honestly, not my type XP Plus I already watched her performing this song couple of times so... Yea.. Carrie Underwood's performance great. Though my eyes only on the lead guitarist which is a woman. Wow her skill damn geng! Adele's Chasing Pavements, I used to like that song but then Taylor came in and I'm addicted to her songs recently, been practicing like hell. The whole show was quite boring for me, if you watched it would've agree with me. One of my favorite part is the red carpet moment, though not a big fan of fashion but I found some of them wearing funny costumes, but Taylor looks great! =P Like her hair...
Okay I watched the show 3 times today. Yea what the hell right? Haha... Have to catch Taylor's chords ma... Hahaha... SMS Su Wen while watching the show like non-stop, we both went crazy about it.

Taylor ROCKS!

Haaa... Sleeping problem again.

I want to buy a digital camera!!!

TAYLOR SWIFT hurt my fingers!

Yes she did! She twist my fingers! They are now stick with plasters and it's so painful when you tear them. What? What are you thinking of? I was talking about her songs la! Hahahahaha... Gotcha! Her song chords are so damn hard to play because mostly my fingers not long enough for the chord. Sad eh? But still I complete my mission.
I finished Teardrops On My Guitar and Love Story which she play solo and they're different from playing with the band or search from the net. I watched almost all the videos on youtube about these songs. It took me 3 days to look for the right chords T..T Okay I know what you're thinking, but once I want to do it I'll get it done no matter it takes how long to finish it. Since this week I got nothing to do so I thought this is the only thing I can do. 4 hours straight everyday =/ Yea I know I'm one of the crazy type.
TOMG was easy one. It only took half day to learn it. But LS... uuurrgghh... 'Cause those vids always zoom in and out, it was so annoying and it makes me want to stab the camera guy/girl with my guitar. Wait, did I say my guitar? No way! Hmm... Maybe my stapler? ............. Anyway, 90% percent of that song I've learned, and the 10%? Ask the camera guy/girl. If you so damn like to zoom in why don't just stand infront of Taylor and look at her whatever the way you like? Okay my bad. But I'm better now XP
So, how was your CNY holiday? Got rich with your collection? Hahaha... To tell you the truth I still haven't open mine yet. Well it's kind of like my tradition, everyear I'll have to wait 15 days (Chap Goh Mei) to open my angpao. So just few days to go, plus the grammy awards is going to be live at 9am! I can watch it while open my angpao ^0^V
Right now I'm so into Taylor's songs, gonna buy her album once it release in M'sia. Err... Together with her first album. Hahaha.. Yup I didn't buy the first one because I'm not a big fan of her at that time. But now... She's my number 2 favourite singer. Of corse Avril still come first and Katy Perry is 3rd. I realize all my favourite singers can play guitar and piano @..@ Sometimes I wonder is it why I like them?! Weird...

P.S: Su Wen, I changed the lyrics for you. Can't wait for your birthday to come.

school's out!

Don't bother the title, I just couldn't think of any.
Went to school on thursday. It changed a lot. Well at lease I can see three poles used to be on stage has been moved to the ground. And the canteen is more colourful now. People changed too. I saw Eugene and Andrew at canteen, I thought they are in form 3 now -.-" I asked them why they didn't go for prefect meeting o..O Oh well... Forgive me.
No school for now, feels like something missing in my life. You might say you rather stay at home than school, but for me I can go to school and meet my friends and have a little fun. I can do whatever I want and go wherever I want. In rules of course.
Anyway, met up some friends there, looks like most of them are still not in the mood for school. As Char Lie complaint that morning session is not fun at all. Marianne said it's tiring. Well girls, you still have to deal with it. At least you're in school, even though I know you don't like school hahaha...
Still waiting for ns to confirm. Lazy to chase them everyday, if they still don't inform me I assume I don't need to go then XP
Decorated the house with mom. Friends said wanna visit during CNY. But I wanted to visit them more. For ang pau! Nah... Just kiding. Well... Maybe eensy tipsy bit =P
I am so addicted to Buffy The Vampire Slayer now since Astro gave 2 free channels for new year. I am so gonna buy the dvd for the whole show. Don't ask why, I'm just interested in vampires and super-power-hero yet human look stuff. Except for Twilight. *Back off Karen, back off*
But somehow me and Karen and Anna called ourselves the Twilight Angels. *Don't laugh T.T* I know it's stupid but I finds it funny. We always make fun with it because we use our 'boyfriends' to make jokes. Karen's with Emmett, Anna's with Edward, me? With a guy pain in the ass, Jasper. We're lame I know -.-" But life would be boring without jokes isn't it? Then why don't we make something funny and make our lives better?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
I don't care, I must go visit everyone of you for ang pau!

Happy 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008 already gone and don't be regret for what you've done. Just move on to 2009 will ya? Have a great start for everything! Everything is new now, your clothes, shoes, people and friends, yourself. Look forward for your future and have fun with it. Chinese new year coming soon and I hope you will get many ang pau as you can. Of course must myself must collect more than last year XP

HAPPY 2009!